Dont think about it, just get there have fun what always helps me is go for a clear round 1st, even if im on a horse thats jumping open ill do a clear round to go in and have a jump at a course that makes me feel so much better and makes me ride better because i know where to improve in the...
i think you should just step in and look after the horse yes i know your dad is attached to the horse but its not fair.
plus you cant feed the horse Oats&comp mix if its not being ridden let alone going out!
if hes in that bad of a state you should step up and take over seek medical advise...