Don't feel disheartened, eventually you'll find a horse that you feel that connection with and won't ever look back! It took me 14 months to find my beastie but I'm glad I waited and didn't get one that want quite what I was looking for
Bit of a nosey post haha but just out of interest how much did you pay for them? I have just bought Hattie a 7yo cob 15.2hh for £500, passed her vetting with flying colours but she is a project to bring on after being out of work for a year.