Dreamer515
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i have a 19 year old retired racehorse. ive had him for 8 and a half years now and he has been a pleasure to own! he was my first horse and i couldnt have asked for a better friend.
he was very sour from racing when i first got him and it took a few months before he would even canter...still couldnt go near anything that looked like a brush fence 2 years later!! i was 15 when i got him and i didnt really have any expectations for him other then be a happy hacker and to let him have a good quality of life after racing. we done 2 pony camps together and for a horse that had never seen a coloured pole (so i had been told) he was brilliant at showjumping! apart from thinking we were insulting him with anything lower than 3 foot! he hates flatwork so i wasnt too bothered about dressage and after a few bumpy starts he flew round cross county course avoiding brush fences and owl holes lol.
he has truly been a horse of a lifetime for me.
when hacking out last year his back end seemed to give way. he has suffered from stiffness before so the last couple of years we have mainly stuck to gentle hacking with the odd canter across the hills. i had the vet out immediatly for him as he was really struggling to walk. originally he was acting as if he had tied up and i got some one to bring a horse box out to take him back to his stable.
my original thoughts were that he had done something to his pelvis as he didnt look straight and was sore to touch up high. vet seemed to think it was puss in his foot. so we pulticed his hoof and treated as such. after a week there was still no swelling, heat or puss coming out but vet still said that was what it was! after 3 months of my poor boy being box rested and treated for puss and numerous visits from vet i had had enough.
i boxed him up to another vet surgery further away and as he came off the box with his fleece still on the vet took one look and said "stiffle joint" it was a relief that she didnt think it was puss! so we nerve blocked him then scanned and xrayed and found he had damaged his ligaments in his stiffle joint. probably caused from falling when he was racing. but now it has just caught up with him and completly stretched. due to his age we decided that it wasnt fair to put him through surgery and i even thought about having him put down. the vet told me that it "is like he has a disease in his joint. it will never repair and could possibly get worse with time" however she also said he wasnt in any pain with it at this time. so i decided that as long as he wasnt in pain and was happy then i was happy. we took him home and he has been retired since.
in Feburary he had a check up and the vet did say that he could be ridden, gently walked around the roads if i wanted to. i decided against this as i didnt want to cause him any more damage and he had never been one to walk sensibly when fresh!
im starting to question myself whether i am doing whats right for him or am i being selfish? i have another horse that i can ride so im ok with him being retired, but somedays he really looks like he wants to go for a ride, he sees me carrying tack for the other horse and he gets excited and very loud! but he calms down soon enough. i still spend time with him pottering about and reading to him but i kinda feel like hes missing out. i dont want to keep him going if he is not happy, he deserves so much more than to be suffering and unhappy. although he seems happy out in the field with the other horses he is still very lame behind and has muscle wastedge on his off side due to the injury. i have said all along that the moment he looks to be struggling to keep up with the other in the field or if he looks miserable then it will be his time. am i seeing him through rose tinted glasses?
if you have read all of this then thanks for putting up with my ramblings. i just love him so much, he has been my rock when everything else fell around me and i dont know what i would do without him. but obviously his wellbeing comes first.
he was very sour from racing when i first got him and it took a few months before he would even canter...still couldnt go near anything that looked like a brush fence 2 years later!! i was 15 when i got him and i didnt really have any expectations for him other then be a happy hacker and to let him have a good quality of life after racing. we done 2 pony camps together and for a horse that had never seen a coloured pole (so i had been told) he was brilliant at showjumping! apart from thinking we were insulting him with anything lower than 3 foot! he hates flatwork so i wasnt too bothered about dressage and after a few bumpy starts he flew round cross county course avoiding brush fences and owl holes lol.
he has truly been a horse of a lifetime for me.
when hacking out last year his back end seemed to give way. he has suffered from stiffness before so the last couple of years we have mainly stuck to gentle hacking with the odd canter across the hills. i had the vet out immediatly for him as he was really struggling to walk. originally he was acting as if he had tied up and i got some one to bring a horse box out to take him back to his stable.
my original thoughts were that he had done something to his pelvis as he didnt look straight and was sore to touch up high. vet seemed to think it was puss in his foot. so we pulticed his hoof and treated as such. after a week there was still no swelling, heat or puss coming out but vet still said that was what it was! after 3 months of my poor boy being box rested and treated for puss and numerous visits from vet i had had enough.
i boxed him up to another vet surgery further away and as he came off the box with his fleece still on the vet took one look and said "stiffle joint" it was a relief that she didnt think it was puss! so we nerve blocked him then scanned and xrayed and found he had damaged his ligaments in his stiffle joint. probably caused from falling when he was racing. but now it has just caught up with him and completly stretched. due to his age we decided that it wasnt fair to put him through surgery and i even thought about having him put down. the vet told me that it "is like he has a disease in his joint. it will never repair and could possibly get worse with time" however she also said he wasnt in any pain with it at this time. so i decided that as long as he wasnt in pain and was happy then i was happy. we took him home and he has been retired since.
in Feburary he had a check up and the vet did say that he could be ridden, gently walked around the roads if i wanted to. i decided against this as i didnt want to cause him any more damage and he had never been one to walk sensibly when fresh!
im starting to question myself whether i am doing whats right for him or am i being selfish? i have another horse that i can ride so im ok with him being retired, but somedays he really looks like he wants to go for a ride, he sees me carrying tack for the other horse and he gets excited and very loud! but he calms down soon enough. i still spend time with him pottering about and reading to him but i kinda feel like hes missing out. i dont want to keep him going if he is not happy, he deserves so much more than to be suffering and unhappy. although he seems happy out in the field with the other horses he is still very lame behind and has muscle wastedge on his off side due to the injury. i have said all along that the moment he looks to be struggling to keep up with the other in the field or if he looks miserable then it will be his time. am i seeing him through rose tinted glasses?
if you have read all of this then thanks for putting up with my ramblings. i just love him so much, he has been my rock when everything else fell around me and i dont know what i would do without him. but obviously his wellbeing comes first.