Cliqmo
Well-Known Member
Hi Guys I wonder if anyone can offer any wisdom regarding what I'm supposed to do with my boy please?
For those who haven't read my posts before he is a 17hh+ 4yr old who I brought in a very sorry state last September from a lovely lady who, I subsequently discovered, got him from Priddy Fair 1mnth before
Regardless of his sketchy past everything had been going well and I posted a thread about his great improvement http://www.horseandhound.co.uk/forums/sh...&PHPSESSID=
Clearly however this self indulgent post jinxed me because since this time Bentley has officially 'crocked' himself in the field
and various vets trips later we find a counter-rotated pedal bone in his near fore
The vet and farrier agree it was probably due to a soft tissue injury in the field (although this had not been formally confirmed with an MRI because he isn't insured I haven't got the money to pay for it
) but he has had wedges and gel pads fitted to help the rotation and I have been advised by the vet to rest him as you would for a soft tissue injury- we tried field rest but as a playful 4yr old this wasn't working and he remained very lame
so he has been on box rest for about a month now with me grazing him in hand for 20-30mins twice a day.
The reason I need your help is because, if I'm honest, I'm struggling to cope financially and emotionally with the pressure of the situation and I don't know what to do for the best
My poor boy is currently kept at livery in a 12x12 wooden stable (standard size I know), but it means the box is small relative to his size and, being wood, is inclined to be stuffy (read miserable place to be on box rest!) and he is only allowed out in hand for up to an hour a day
I am working two jobs to help pay for the extra costs we are accruing in vets fees, farriers fees, additional supplements and the additional hay and straw we are using as a result of the box rest which means, apart from being constantly knackered, that my OH is fed up with the lack of time we spend together and the lack of funds to do anything else
To make matters worse, probably because of his miserable existence, Bentley has lunged about on the end of the rope twice this week (totally out of character) and even tried to kick me in the head
today he pulled free from me and went absolutely loopy (fortunately in the sand arena) but he was clearly still very lame so all the hard work seems to have been in vain
I just feel really disenchanted with the whole situation, I have no point in time to work on getting to and no 'significant improvement' that can be seen and cherished to bolster me along- I mean what happens if he is still lame in 3mths? 6mths? 1yr?!!...at what point am I supposed to recognise that he might not get better?? I know soft tissue damage is a slow recovery but without an MRI how do I know that what he has is actually curable at all?
I have to admit I have found myself wondering recently whether he should be PTS because as a commonly bred poor starter with a crocked foot I'm really not sure he is ever going to amount to anything and I think I might be wasting my time and money chasing a pipedream
Thanks for reading, any suggestions would be much appreciated.
For those who haven't read my posts before he is a 17hh+ 4yr old who I brought in a very sorry state last September from a lovely lady who, I subsequently discovered, got him from Priddy Fair 1mnth before
Clearly however this self indulgent post jinxed me because since this time Bentley has officially 'crocked' himself in the field
The vet and farrier agree it was probably due to a soft tissue injury in the field (although this had not been formally confirmed with an MRI because he isn't insured I haven't got the money to pay for it
The reason I need your help is because, if I'm honest, I'm struggling to cope financially and emotionally with the pressure of the situation and I don't know what to do for the best
My poor boy is currently kept at livery in a 12x12 wooden stable (standard size I know), but it means the box is small relative to his size and, being wood, is inclined to be stuffy (read miserable place to be on box rest!) and he is only allowed out in hand for up to an hour a day
I am working two jobs to help pay for the extra costs we are accruing in vets fees, farriers fees, additional supplements and the additional hay and straw we are using as a result of the box rest which means, apart from being constantly knackered, that my OH is fed up with the lack of time we spend together and the lack of funds to do anything else
I just feel really disenchanted with the whole situation, I have no point in time to work on getting to and no 'significant improvement' that can be seen and cherished to bolster me along- I mean what happens if he is still lame in 3mths? 6mths? 1yr?!!...at what point am I supposed to recognise that he might not get better?? I know soft tissue damage is a slow recovery but without an MRI how do I know that what he has is actually curable at all?
Thanks for reading, any suggestions would be much appreciated.