I have been for the past 2 if it helps. Finally managed to compose myself somewhat, been sat on my arse in my horse's field having a cuddle, bless him.
Now I know why I didn't post a thread earlier....makes me bloody cry again everytime I read a new post. ['Better out than in' as quoted by Shrek! Lol. Feeble attempt at a joke.]
Thankyou though in all seriousness. All these replies mean such a lot xx