Cant believe its been 6 months :'(

Was she your one and only or have you another? It's over 18 months for me and my breath still catches when I think of her. I haven't got round to remembering the good times only, as the sadness of her not being here is still too weighty. And I have four others plus another on loan. None of them compare to her so the gap is vast and empty.

No helpful suggestions from me, just advice that you aren't alone...
 
Im also right there with you.... 3 months for me since I lost my boy, I started crying in a greasy-spoon cafe yest when he came to mind.

''my breath still catches when I think of her'' thats a very good way to discribe the feeling, my heart sinks, emotions flood over me and I loose my breath x
 
Ditto Brighteyes. I was sat here last night reading through all the old Tommy threads from last year for the first time since then. Don't know what posessed me to look through them tbh...first post through cue tear-filling feeling! :(

But rather to feel something than nothing at all. Makes them seem worth it and not 'just another horse' and that they must have been loved beyond meaning to feel as strongly still about them, which is comforting to know.
 
brighteyes said:
Was she your one and only or have you another? It's over 18 months for me and my breath still catches when I think of her. I haven't got round to remembering the good times only, as the sadness of her not being here is still too weighty. And I have four others plus another on loan. None of them compare to her so the gap is vast and empty.

No helpful suggestions from me, just advice that you aren't alone...
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I have another now who i really do love to bits but she was my girlie. She followed me everywhere, she screamed like crazy when she seen me, even before xmas when she had her bad fall in her stable she only relaxed when i was lying in her stable with her and even though she was so tired if i moved away from the stable of a minuet and came back her little face lit up and she managed a little whinny.
Just thought id a add a little pic to show you al how beautiful she was
Might be big sorry

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Sorry love but you don't get over them. I had my old coloured gelding and chestnut mare put down together they were 37 and 23 and that was 20 years ago and my lab Sam 6 years ago and when I dream they are always there not my current horses or dogs.
 
Oh hun. 21 months later and it still hurts. I have pictures of her last day - Friend says she can't still can't stand to see the state of my face, the look on it. I still listen to the song that seemed to say it all. Sometimes I cry, sometimes I smile at the memories.

Hugs darling.
 
Nearly two years for me, I have a photo of us taken on her last day which I wake up to every day. Know exactly what you're going through!! I can now think of the good times we had together and I also really feel she is still with me.

I want to get a memorial for her this year and also give money to a horse related charity in her name which I did on her anniversary last year, it helped me alot.

Some people say she was just a horse but she was my beautiful girl and I'll never forget her, she'll always be in my heart xx
 
I have no pics from her last day :'( she died in a freak accident in the field and i found her dead there :'( My good friend took one off her the night before she died and i got lots of her in the snow which she loved :D
Supertrooper i still feel like shes with me all the time. I have her ashes on top of my t.v and i always talk to her when im cleaning up.
 
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