decision re what show to do!

[sherwood']

I have a dilemma- and I need someone to make my decision for me!

Horse just come in from grass after a month and I was aiming on taking him out next weekend to jump round a small 90. But it has now been cancelled due to heavy ground and then next show after that is a big 90!

I am a woose I no but this is my first yr doing registered jumping! And hes only 5 and hes not easy- oh my excuses! 

But the big 90 day I am going with my boyf as parents away on holidays and he hasn’t seen me jump this yr at all as he is a professional and makes me nervous that I am going to ride crap in front of him.

There is a show on this Saturday but he is only back in work and has no shoes on - but the show is on sand and he is fit enuf for two rounds of fences. It is also a small 90 this Saturday.

So do I rush and go to this show as a practice for the big 90 in 2 weeks or else risk going straight out to big 90 in front of boyf and just be determined to ride properly?

I just no that my nerves may get in the way of riding properly and wud calm me down if I had a bit of a practice before hand at a show!

 

[fjudge]

If i have understood post correctly, then i would say go for the one as a practice before the other one. If you feel happier, surely its best! And dont worry, im sure your boyf will help, not be there to put you off!!