Chestnutmare
Well-Known Member
I had a call from the lady of the horse I was due to see today, well yet another gone
I am not having the best of times looking for a new horse my heart sank when she called me to say don't bother
But I have also just had a text from the big lad's mum to say he is sound, but I still am unsure just being cautious really as I can't take anymore heartache too soon, I am ready to have a new horse in my life and would hate for something to happen now where I got crushed again, I know it's a risk we all take and everything so far has me always going back to big lad...so whether someone is trying to tell me something I don't know?....
Arggghhh!!! I am now sat on here bored again....
more searching...it's loosing it's appeal lol....may just say sod it and go to a sales and buy one or two lol....but you just don't know what your getting at a sales do you?...and I don't have any horsey stuff anymore nothing 
So I am in two minds whether to go and visit big lad to see for myself and try him out or do I just keep waiting?....arrhghhh
I am not having the best of times looking for a new horse my heart sank when she called me to say don't bother
But I have also just had a text from the big lad's mum to say he is sound, but I still am unsure just being cautious really as I can't take anymore heartache too soon, I am ready to have a new horse in my life and would hate for something to happen now where I got crushed again, I know it's a risk we all take and everything so far has me always going back to big lad...so whether someone is trying to tell me something I don't know?....
Arggghhh!!! I am now sat on here bored again....
So I am in two minds whether to go and visit big lad to see for myself and try him out or do I just keep waiting?....arrhghhh