tb gal
Well-Known Member
I have been hankering after a second horse for a while, current one is lovely but has a few things that mean I cannot follow my main discipline other than at a v low level. I was planning to view a youngster and discussed doing so at some point this week with the vendor. I have not actually viewed or promised to buy or anything like that. I really want this youngster, but...I work full time,often away from home mid week, also have a family with mock exams coming up and when I compete I am away at the weekends so I would need to beg favours or youngster stay in a lot if other horses not out. Realistically I dont have the time for two as one is hard enough and expensive if on full livery. Im being sensible not viewing but I feel really awful and torn as well between common sense and heart. Jts wanted to moan/feel sorry for self/express the guilt.