Look after yourself risky business. You were exactly the owner he needed and you did right by him when it mattered the most. Please be proud of how brave you've been
Kudos to you for being so brave in making such a tough decision.
I have had to make that same call twice over the years. It’s so very hard and I did second guess myself before and after both were PTS. It took me a while to accept it was the right decision and in the best interests of both my horses.
I hope you’re ok and please take the time, however long that is, to process, grieve and heal.
You have done the right thing for your dear horse.
Such lovely photos by the way. RIP Ken
I read your other thread but didn't comment as I had nothing helpful to add. but I just wanted to come on here to offer some virtual support. it was clear from your posts that this was not an easy decision to come to and you have looked into all available avenues. You have made the best decision given the situation and well done for doing good by this horse and not irresponisbly passing him on. Thinking of you xxx
If only all horses had an owner like you. You left no stone unturned in trying to sort out the problems, you even got injured trying to help him. You didn't hurt him or give him fear, he wanted for nothing and when nothing more could be done you protected him from harm and suffering at the hands of someone else. He isn't tied to the railings in some bin end sale waiting to be trashed from dealer to dealer. He isn't with an unsuspecting owner whose head he can kick off.
As sad as it is and as painful as it is, you are the most caring and professional owner any horse could ask for.