Hamstring, back and saddle issues and confidence crisis!!

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This is a veeeeeerrrrrrryyyyyy long story, so apologies in advance!

My ID mare is kept in internal stables, where the bottom half is marine board and very solid, and the top half is metal bars. All was well until a new horse moved into the adjoining box and they decided they did not like each other. They ended up going doolally at each other through the wall, double barrelling at each other and my mare managed to kick hard enough that her leg went through the marine board and created a hole.

She trotted up sound after (perhaps a touch stiff, but not enough to worry unduly) and I cleaned up the minor scrapes she had. The vet came a few days later and was generally happy there was nothing seriously wrong, although he commented she was a little sore through her back and hamstring (both off side) and recommended the physio.

I then contacted the physio who came and said agreed with vet and massaged her accordingly. A couple of days later, she was turned out in the field and I went in to poo-pick. She often follows me around whilst doing this, trying to ‘help’! She was stood by me, when she suddenly realised that another horse was being caught and she spun and set off hell for leather down the field, performing a rather impressive sliding stop at the gate!
Cue another visit from the physio!!!

Anyway, she had a week or so off work and then on vet’s recommendation I was able to get on board again. Well….rodeo is the closest word I have!! I lunged her for a little while first and she was like a dobbin. So I took her to the mounting block and my husband stood by her whilst I got on (because she likes to play turn the bum away from the mounting block! She stood like a stone and so I told my husband he could let her go. I nudged her forward and turned her to the right and she took off like a bucking broncho! Up the school, with a spin in the middle, bronco back up the school, knocking over the mounting block, by which time, gravity overtook me and I hit the deck!! Ouchy!

Now, my mare is only 6 and fairly green after we have had a stop/start year (I had an operation in December so was back on board late January, and then after a fall cross country after she refused and span, where I badly hurt my coccyx – then back on board, and another fall after a refusal SJ - so it has all been a bit disjointed.) I would say she’s been in very light work. I have been having lessons on her once or twice a week, and my RI has ridden her once a week – this was before she kicked the wall of course! Due to being in light work, she piled on weight (she is a draught so only needs to sniff haylage) – cue a change to hay, which brought her weight down again. By nature, she is a real worrier, she is spooky and tends to think the world is out to get her, but when she is in full work, her confidence is much better. She is also quite ‘quick’ for a draught and can spin on a six pence, but until the bronking episode, hadn’t bucked with me once (I’ve had her for about 14 months).

My confidence at this point was quite low (my fourth fall since April), So, cue my riding instructor coming up and starting riding her a bit for me, where she was generally well behaved, although heavy in the left hand. I got back on a week or two later and had a couple of lessons – only in walk and trot though. However, we still felt all wasn’t well so had the physio back again, who thought she was improved, but suggested a saddle fit.
Now, we (my instructor and I) had been putting this off due to her recent weight fluxuation and because due to all the above, we hadn’t been riding her enough. But in for a penny, in for a pound, her saddle was checked and found to be a bit tight on the sides of her wither (it was last checked 12 months ago – and yes, slapped wrist for me for not getting it checked sooner….but in my defence my RI and I had decided to leave it for a while to get her back in work as her workload had been stop start (mainly to my insistence on falling off her) – silly me and lesson learnt!!)

My riding instructor rode her for the fitting, and at one point, coming out of a corner, the mare offered canter, was brought back to trot, where she tried to pick up canter again (this is an old trick with her, and she can get quite stress when she isn’t allowed to canter when she wants to be doing!) RI told her no, so she then proceeded to bronk until she had my riding instructor off! RI checked girth and found it wasn’t tight enough (she blows out and RI forgot to check before starting working her). She says the saddle will have slipped and triggered the bronking. She did remount to try another saddle, but the mare was incredibly tense (she is a worrier anyway if you fall off, regardless of if the saddle was causing her issues) and my instructor thought she was dragging her off hind toe.

Obviously, the saddle fit won’t have helped matters in terms of her behaviour, as she is a sensitive soul and when I spoke to physio again, she was of opinion that the hamstring won’t help her back, and the sore back won’t help the hamstring etc.

It is also worth mentioning that in the past months since kicked the wall, she has become increasingly grouchy whilst being tacked up, or her rugs are changed. She was always the sort you could climb around and she wouldn’t care, but recently, I have been putting a head collar on her to change her rugs so I can have hold of her as her ears are back, she twists round to nip and yesterday, when I was pulling the rug down over her bottom, she was swinging her quarters towards me.

When I discussed this with my RI, she said she had never done this on the times she has had her (she does her on full livery when I am away or working late etc).

Also (sorry , I said this was long and complicated) I usually put her on the pessoa once or twice a week. Usually she is fine with this, and works nicely in walk, trot and canter (she started pessoaing in order to help with her canter, as her transitions have always been a bit rushed and she finds it difficult to balance as she is so flippin’ huge - 17hh+) but she is now refusing point blank to canter with it on and bronks continuously to a halt! She will do walk and trot 100% fine, just no canter. If I take the pessoa off, she will canter on the lunge, but she can be very unbalanced.

So, had the vet out again and explained all the above. He said in his opinion, the sort of riding, and the low level work we have been doing, won’t justify her behaviour swings, as although she is a bit sore still, she is not drastic (in his words!) and he said that in his opinion, she is sound! However, I persisted in saying I was convinced she was very sore somewhere as I klnow deep down, my girl is a lovely (if worried) person.

He said problem with these low-level lamenesses and injuries, is pin-pointing them. He therefore suggested I put her on a 10 day course of bute, 2 a day for the first 2 days and 1 every day for the remainder of the period. This is really just an exercise to see if her behaviour changes, working on the principle that she is misbehaving due to being sore. If she improves, we know pain in a factor and he suggests sending her to an equine hospital to be thoroughly investigated, as with a lameness work up (trot up, flexion test and lunge) my vet says she is sound.

We started the bute on Friday, and I am sure I have seen any improvement. Still won’t canter on the pessoa and is now swinging her quarters to me when I put her rug on!! He wants me to call him on Thursday with an update on how she is doing.

Saddle fitter still hasn’t managed to find another saddle yet, so she has effectively had another two weeks off ridden work. (Seems that in the last 6 months, we only get her going for 2 week periods before we come to a grinding halt, with either me coming off, or something being amiss with her)

Now, the other side to all this, is that I am slowly but surely losing all confidence in this mare. I have another mare, who I have had from a foal and broke and brought on myself, so although not the prettiest rider in the world, I would consider myself to be reasonably competent. I have also had confidence issues to some extent, but it has got to the point now that even once the saddle is sorted and we know she is not in pain, I am not sure the trust will ever come back? This worries me as she is the sort who takes her confidence from her rider.

I don’t however want her to be labelled a ‘bad’ horse. I am sure her behaviour is partly due to her saddle issue, and also to a certain extent, her knowing she has got the upper hand on me and playing up.
Sigh :(

I was therefore wondering if anyone had experienced anything like this…particularly in relation to putting a leg through a wall, and consequent injuries, as my RI still thinks this is the root of all the issues we are facing. (My RI still insists she can get the horse and I back on track re confidence etc)

Sorry for such the long, and disjointed ramble…trying to get it all out coherently turned out to be more difficult than I had thought it would be!!
 
That was long, I think I would go back a few steps, cantering on the lunge for such a big horse is not easy so I am not sure I would be doing any with her for now.
I would wait until the saddle is sorted then get a routine going so she is worked regularly, by you or your RI, then do a bute trial, doing it while she is not being ridden will not really give you an answer.

I would also get the physio sorted, by now she should have fully responded to treatment but the follow up exercise to build her muscles seems to have been a bit hit and miss due to her behaviour:)

Look at her diet, is she getting plenty of hay, time out, too much energy food for her irregular workload, being stressy, nipping when rugging could be a sign of ulcers so something else to consider.

Once you have more clarity if she is still not moving forward then go on to having a full body scan.
 
Can't really help with the leg-through-the-wall bit.

However I've experienced something similar behaviour wise with my lad since I got him 2 months ago. When I test rode him, he seemed very green, but willing and calm, and stopped nicely when I asked. When I got on again after bringing him home, he felt like he was newly backed. I only walked, and did a bit of trot. The brakes were completely gone. The third time I rode him, I walked round the corner of the school, he spooked, then bronced, and I exited stage right :o

I wasn't really upset about the fall as I was expecting to fall off him, but probably not that soon. Since then, I have been lunging him in tack, and have ridden him twice but on a lunge line, under instruction. He still feels like a coiled spring for a good proportion of the time, and I'm not sure what he'll do - however, having my instructor there does help a lot as she's very calming! We are going to progress like this for the next few months. Slowly slowly, catchy monkey.

As for the tack - my lad started out very headshy with the bridle. I now hold a thin, lengthwise sliced piece of parsnip under the bit to put it on. He spooked when I held the saddle over his back but will now stand up for me to put it on. He still HATES having his girth tightened and has a little kick towards his belly, but only initially. Once it's initially done up (on the lowest buckle - it's not touching him, so not worried about ulcers!), he has a moment to settle, then he'll let me tighten it with no fuss as long as I'm gentle and steady.

He has a white patch of hair on his back, which I think is from his old owner's saddle, especially as my saddler pointed out that he's wonky (one side more developed than the other). So I think this is a learned response, with him expecting pain. Might well be the case with your mare.

You might have reached a point where you have no confidence in her, and she's taking that cue from you, and it's just escalating. This would explain why she's behaving with the instructor.

Perhaps you need to see her work well with someone else to restore your confidence, and that'll help your relationship with her? Confidence is very fragile, I know... I will worry about what my lad's going to do at the back of my mind for a long time yet, but find focussing on where I hope to end up makes me feel better.

Long reply - sorry - but yours was a long post :p
 
Thanks for the replies folks....especially appreciate it as it was so long and rambling. Can you tell I am confused with it all and at the AAARRRRRGGGGHHHHH stage?!

That was long, I think I would go back a few steps, cantering on the lunge for such a big horse is not easy so I am not sure I would be doing any with her for now.
Even despite the looonnng story, I probably haven't been very clear with all this, so many apologies! We have definitly gone down the 'back-to-basics' route! When I first got her in September last year, although green, like all 5 yr olds, she was reasonably well established in all paces. Her canter transitions, particularly on her left rein have always been a bit erratic, but over the winter we improved these no end. I have moved yards in amongst all this angst and the arena I use now is twice the size of the school at the old yard, so she finds it a lot easier to work in here. She did struggle doing large in canter at first, as she was used to corners coming up quickly in the other school, and the large school highlighted that she was eseentially using the school as a 'safety-net' as it were. Also, on the old yard we weren't allowed to canter in the school. They had a lunge pen which in my opinion was too small. However, she was balanced enough to canter in here on the lunge, both with the pessoa on and naked. I am quite happy to go back re canter work, but can't help thinking her reluctance is down to pain, rather than struggling because she is so big?


I would wait until the saddle is sorted then get a routine going so she is worked regularly, by you or your RI, then do a bute trial, doing it while she is not being ridden will not really give you an answer.
Agree with this. It is a real pain that we are doing this when she is not truly in work so we can assess her properly. In my head, this is what I was going to discuss with the vet on Thursday, as although he knows I am without a saddle at the moment, like you, I don't think it will be a true reflection.

I would also get the physio sorted, by now she should have fully responded to treatment but the follow up exercise to build her muscles seems to have been a bit hit and miss due to her behaviour:) .
^^ this!!! I still think her back/hamstring issues need to be addressed properly with physio. I am thinking of trying another physio who I know though as a 'second opinion'? She also uses a lot of deep therpay equipment and is one of a few physios in the country that entered physiotherpay from a veterinary route. I have a feeling she may find something else.

Look at her diet, is she getting plenty of hay, time out, too much energy food for her irregular workload, being stressy, nipping when rugging could be a sign of ulcers so something else to consider.
Diet - we have looked at this inside out and back to front!!! When her behaviour first started to be an issue, we changed her from haylage to hay - her droppings were very sloppy and this has improved dramaticaly! She also changed her onto a non-mollassed chaff, and lite balancer (top-spec). Funnily enough, I discussed ulcers with my vet, who thought that changing her diet to what we have changed it to would address this?


SadKen said:
So I think this is a learned response, with him expecting pain. Might well be the case with your mare.

You might have reached a point where you have no confidence in her, and she's taking that cue from you, and it's just escalating. This would explain why she's behaving with the instructor.

Perhaps you need to see her work well with someone else to restore your confidence, and that'll help your relationship with her? Confidence is very fragile, I know... I will worry about what my lad's going to do at the back of my mind for a long time yet, but find focussing on where I hope to end up makes me feel better.
I am worried about the learnt pain response!!! I am a believer that some young horses really do suffer from this.
It's glad to know that someone knows how I feel re confidence too....It does help me watch someone else rider her with no issues. But call it silly, I want to rider myself! Not watch someone else. Dodgy logic I know...but that's confidence for you!!

Thanks again folks :)
 
My mare pulled a hamstring in 2008 and showed very similar symptoms to the ones you describe. She was essentially sound but the transition to canter (so stepping under and striking off using the tight hamstring) was hard for her as was any sort of collection in canter - she would just do handstands! I had her on bute which didn't make a lot of difference and a course of physio which did. We had regular physio treatment and I would do hamstring stretches with her every day after working her and make sure she was warmed up and down slowly. Once the physio said the tightness in the hamstring had gone, the pain association was hard to break, if I even thought about a canter transition she would start backing off! Introducing canter out hacking or with poles/small jumps helped my mare as it took her mind off expecting it to hurt or feel stiff and we gradually reintroduced canter work in the school, not asking too much and praising her when she did a nice transition. It took a while but it worked.

Also, regarding the vet saying it is too low level for the behaviour she is exhibiting - my mare seems to have a very low tolerance for any discomfort, a slight twinge and she will throw her toys out of the pram! So it could just be a tight muscle is causing it.

I hope you can get to the bottom of it.
 
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