I sometimes wonder if it is worth it.

MrsElle

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I have had an absolutey crap evening.

Went to get Ellie and Blue in in the dark in torrential freezing rain. OH set off with Ellie, Blue was being a bit of a t*t for some reason but we followed on relatively nicely until we reached the paddock of Blue's best friend. The other horse was whinnying at Blue and then galloping round the field like a thing possessed. Blue decided that if Jake was running around there must be a good reason and started chuffing about (despite Dually halter), spinning, stamping, being a complete arse. Meanwhile Ellie is out of sight and is whinnying because Blue hasn't followed her. Blue doesn't want to leave Jake. I manage to wrestle with Blue and get him into the yard where I let him go and collapse in a heap unable to breathe. I have had a chest infection and my asthma has been really bad. OH puts Blue away and comes to see if I am ok. I am so bad I can only get one word out at a time but is starts to ease off after a while after I have had my inhaler.

I just feel so crap. I have been so ill during the last couple of weeks but have going into work (against doctors orders
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) and doing the horses as normal mainly by myself. I am so tired and fed up and sat here crying and feeling very sorry for myself. And one of the puppies has got a right mouth on her and if she isn't barking she is whining to be picked up.

Sorry for having a moan
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Sorry you are feeling so poorly and hope after having a moan you feel a little better {{{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}

But why o why are you back at work if you have been so bad.If the doc says you should be at home that is where you should be.
 
poor you! chest infections are awful aren't they
you need to rest and give yourself a chance to recover
And if the puppy's still whining send it my way! x
 
ah mate bad day , i had a virus lasted 6 weeks and i was looking after someones horse for them for the whole time as well as my own lots of hills up and down to the field horse kicks and bites and my legs have been aching for the whole itme know how you feel, does your husband not help you seems like its a bit much for you at the moment should get some help really before it alll piles up and hits you , good luck
 
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