I'm desperate to ride my boy

[proctor]

I competed at Quob last weekend and came off while jumping and fractured my coccyx. Anyway, I'm itching to ride my lovely lad now and I'm so fustrated because I cant. I'm worried about losing my nerve all over again with jumping, I had a nasty accident 10 years ago while jumping and was laid up in hospital for 4 weeks and it's taken me all this time to regain my confidence. It's all thanks to my horsey as he is an amazing jumper, but I can't help but feel that the longer I can't ride, the more this is going to play on my mind and I'll lose it again.

 

[MrsMozart]

If it is to be then it will hun. Give yourself time and do what feels right - I speak as someone who had a wee bit of a bounce on the head last year, but am cantering again - so far so good

Hugs and hot choccy to you.