I've had one pretty awful week, vibes for next week please

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So apart from the obvious with loosing Koko:

Monday- In town with my sister and she make sme get my belly pierced, really liked it at first but now its red and looks gross and I just want to take it out about £30 wasted but I'll stick with it.

Tuesday- I have a driving lesson at 9 I'm normally up because I'm doing the horses but as I don't have one :( I wasn't up so get a call at 9 from my instrctor saying he's outside and theres me rushing like crazy to get ready. Get in the car and talking as always and he asks about Koko so hellp floods of tears and he thought it was best to bring me home and not charge for my lesson. I now have the whole day on my own to think about him so lots of ben and jerrys and rubbishy films

Wednesday- Eye apointment in the morning to try contacts, found out my eyes are not suitable for contacts so I get back from town in the pooring rain and my umbrella broke wacked me in the face and broke my glasses :( so I went back into town without a umbrella to get them fixed. Its all good so then I go home

Thursday- My mum takes a day off work to get some final things sorted with the insurance etc, so it turns out they might not even bother paying out. So instead of £5000 to play with to get a new one we now have 3 which doesn't seem like a big difference but it is :( Then we popped to the our vets not the equine hospital to get the invoice for the call out and to speak to our vet for some advice. He's advised us to move yards so now we are looking for a new horse and a new yard but there are no decent yards near by with the facilities we need. Ohh and I failed my driving test in the morning, so the dream of actually moving yards is even further away!!

Went to see a horse that one of my instructors has been shoving down our throats which was a little out of budget but we oculd have streched, he looked like he had bad back and was very stiff behind looked like the beginings of arthiritis, this became clear when he started jumping and kept stopping, so decided not to even get on him as he looked so dreadful which led to falling out with instructor :( We didn't even want to see the horse in the first place!

Friday- I decided to get pampered so I go to the hairdressers and they basically messed up my hair :( I have a whole post about it in soapbox, but I have chemical burns on my scalp which kill and hair dye in my eye :( So I can only see out of one eye. Oh an dI started crying in the hairdressers aswell because my sister (who is my hairdresser) kept going on about Koko. We then had an argument which helped loads *sarcasm* and I can't sleep because it hurts to rest my head on the pillow and I can't lay on my belly like I normally do because of the stupid belly piercing.

Today- I had lay in, which resulted in a migraine, urghhhh!!! I then went to go see my nan in the care home and we was going to go for some coffee but she had another fit just as we were leaving so she couldn't go which upset her, but not before accidently pulling my hair, which brought tears to my eyes due to burn and poking my piercing by accident!

So if tomorrow isn't better I'm moving to Italy and changing my name, I'm fed up with everything I never thought I would ever say this but FML!! I hate it when people say that but I honestly feel so blinking dreadfull, I'm in physical and emotional pain I want a big hug but it hurts to much and crying hurts my migraine even more so now I have one of those lumps in the throat when your trying to hold back tears!! Oh and the ex is emotionally black mailing me. a**hole!!!

So can I have some vibes for next week please that the anti histemy tablets work and my hair doesn't start falling out, so that I don't have a break down in college again, my belly doesn't get infected and people stop trying to shove horses down my throat! I know the market is bad but forcing a horse upon someone who has just lost one is very insensitive.
 
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Aww, big hugs. You're really going through it at the moment. I'm sure the people suggesting horses for you to look at are only trying to help, but everyone takes their own time to be ready. Things will get better for you, but you just have to give it time - easy for me to say I know, but believe me :)
Sending loads of vibes for a better week next week x
 
Don't balme you at all for feeling really fed up :( Just look at it this way - things have got to improve now and nothing is unfixable.

Belly button: lots of savlon spray and at the end of the day you can take it out if you don't like it.

Driving test: book another

Hair: short is very on-trend (if it does fall out!)

New Horse: Early days and one will find you when its time

Onwards and upwards :)
 
Jinete12 said:
Aww, big hugs. You're really going through it at the moment. I'm sure the people suggesting horses for you to look at are only trying to help, but everyone takes their own time to be ready. Things will get better for you, but you just have to give it time - easy for me to say I know, but believe me :)
Sending loads of vibes for a better week next week x
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I know they mean well and I don't mind but I hate it when they get angry when I don't like the horse :/
 
OH no. what a dreadful week. Don't get pressured into looking for another horse until you really feel up to it.

Could you think of a nice outing somewhere next weekend? I know lots of places will be closing down for the winter now, but I expect there will be something suitable. Just have a nice chill out sort of day and relax. Even just going for a nice walk in woods or by a river, or up in the hills (if the weather is nice) and do something different from horses.

I expect you are exhausted. Look after yourself.
 
cazzah said:
Don't balme you at all for feeling really fed up :( Just look at it this way - things have got to improve now and nothing is unfixable.

Belly button: lots of savlon spray and at the end of the day you can take it out if you don't like it.

Driving test: book another

Hair: short is very on-trend (if it does fall out!)

New Horse: Early days and one will find you when its time

Onwards and upwards :)
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Thank you, unfortunatly been growing it out of a short bob for ages and I only got a few inches to grow, tbh it just seems to have thinned a lot and my scalp is all scabby and gross.

Savlon spray is good stings like crazy when you apply it though :p
 
Huge hugs- losing a horse makes everything ****. I lost mine this summer, and I still miss him terribly.

This week has sucked. But next week you'll have lovely hair (the photo you posted looked really nice!), another driving lesson, rebook your test and pass when you take it (because you won't make the same mistakes twice, and you'll feel less stressed), your belly button will clear up and look lovely and everything won't feel so heavy.

But for now, eat ice cream, watch films and snuggle up in a duvet. And tell your ex to piss off.
 
ORANGEHORSE said:
OH no. what a dreadful week. Don't get pressured into looking for another horse until you really feel up to it.

Could you think of a nice outing somewhere next weekend? I know lots of places will be closing down for the winter now, but I expect there will be something suitable. Just have a nice chill out sort of day and relax. Even just going for a nice walk in woods or by a river, or up in the hills (if the weather is nice) and do something different from horses.

I expect you are exhausted. Look after yourself.
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Going to try and relax, the idea of going to hairdressers was to relax, but I might be cheeky and book a massage at a spa I have enough pennies saved :)

Might take the dog to the forest of dean tomorrow if my head is feeling better but atm the wind on my scalp hurts to much and I can't put a hat on cause that hurts :(
 
Hope things get better for you. I think you're right to wait 'till you can move yards - if it's in the soil at that one, the risk is too great to stay. That might be a good excuse to put people off who're pushing you to buy too soon though? Re-book for a new driving test soon as - if your instructor thinks you're ready, it could have been nerves on the day.
 
BIG BIG *hugs* for you, ive never had a week as bad as yours :( But i know what its like to have those crappy weeks where you just want to curl up. Hope everything gets better for youuu <3 xx
 
Soulfull- Thank you I might just hibernate for the winter and come back in the spring!

mystiandsunny- Thanks, well its the soil in the field he was in which is seperate from teh others but as all the fields had been treated the same theres a possibility it could be in all fields but they just don't know what causes it. I think I failed because I was just not in the right frame of mind to do it, I'm tempted to put it off for a little while until I feel a bit better.

jadeyandladey- Thank you they do really suck you just wanna curl up in a ball and never come out :(

sarahsum- Thank you, it means a lot
 
Massive hugs hun.

Mon: I got mine done with a load of friends and all ours went septic, cleaned up with Boots anti septic wipes (and they dont sting:) )

Tue: There is nothing wrong with eating lots of B&B's whilst watching movies.

Wed: Glasses are well trendy atm loads of celebs are wearing fakes 'cause they're jealous lol!

Thu: Took me 5 times to pass, and I cried every time I failed. Doesn't matter if you fail, just book another.
Only you will know when you are ready to get a new horse. Until then stick with your gut instinct. Chances are the right one will find you.

Fri: Don't worry bout your hair, cant be worse than mine (friends thought it would be funny to give it a trim whilst I was sleeping, now have to wait till Monday to go to hairdressers to see if anything short of shaving it all off can be done!)

(((((Vibes)))) for next week! xxx
 
Charem said:
Massive hugs hun.

Mon: I got mine done with a load of friends and all ours went septic, cleaned up with Boots anti septic wipes (and they dont sting:) )

Tue: There is nothing wrong with eating lots of B&B's whilst watching movies.

Wed: Glasses are well trendy atm loads of celebs are wearing fakes 'cause they're jealous lol!

Thu: Took me 5 times to pass, and I cried every time I failed. Doesn't matter if you fail, just book another.
Only you will know when you are ready to get a new horse. Until then stick with your gut instinct. Chances are the right one will find you.

Fri: Don't worry bout your hair, cant be worse than mine (friends thought it would be funny to give it a trim whilst I was sleeping, now have to wait till Monday to go to hairdressers to see if anything short of shaving it all off can be done!)

(((((Vibes)))) for next week! xxx
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I don't mind wearing glasses, I just hate the fact I have braces and glasses :p

As for the hair, it looks really nice now after 7 hours and various treatments in the salon but its very very painfull, the blisters are starting to scab and pulling on my hair which is hurting even more.
 
seahorse-Thank you, not a too big a hug though as I'm still hurting a lot

mabel- Feel free to moan away, there are people who are worse off then me but for the last few days I've been acting like a zombie :p
 
Ohh I forgot to add Tuesday night had the braces tightened, so was unable to eat anything hard or chewy for 2 days. And got x rays done and its been confirmed I need the opp which I got done 6 months ago done again :(
 
think about the sexy straight teeth you will get to show off off when the braces come off. Beats my dodgy slightly wonky ones, combined with the dodgy haircut, nighty and the several cats I have sitting around in my living room i look like crazy cat lady!!

and I dont even like cats!!!!:eek:
 
charem- Yes but I have 3 years left in these horrible metal things :( Braces suck I want a teeth transplant :p

spottherisk- Its a good job we have lots of tissues stacked up along with the ice cream,
 
Sounds like you've had an awful week, hopefully next week will be better!

I think that is really insensitive of your instructor to force you to go and look at a horse and then fall out with you because you didn't like it! Sounds like it might be time to look for a new instructor too! As for changing yards, what facilities would you need? Is there anything that you could do without? If you look at it in that way, there may be yards near you that might not be your ideal yard but it would be possible for you to keep a horse at happily until you pass your driving test and then you could look at moving to a better yard further away. Just a thought anyway. :)
 
SJ_Superstars said:
Sounds like you've had an awful week, hopefully next week will be better!

I think that is really insensitive of your instructor to force you to go and look at a horse and then fall out with you because you didn't like it! Sounds like it might be time to look for a new instructor too! As for changing yards, what facilities would you need? Is there anything that you could do without? If you look at it in that way, there may be yards near you that might not be your ideal yard but it would be possible for you to keep a horse at happily until you pass your driving test and then you could look at moving to a better yard further away. Just a thought anyway. :)
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I know she was a bit insensitive, luckily I have another 2 instructors so not to bothered, she was only my show jumping one so really not bothered just thought she was very rude!

We have minimum facilities as it is, we have a very small floodlit school and I really need this is in the winter or my horse would only get ridden at weekends so just really need a floodlit school or paddock.

Well today has already been tonnes better so next week is looking a bit more positive :)
 
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