Maia
Well-Known Member
Dragged a friend out to video me schooling today as I wasn't convinced that what I was feeling was what a set of eyes on the ground was seeing. Anyway, turned out my gut was right but that is a different matter but what was really evident was that although I (thought) I was trying really hard not to overuse or nag with my leg, it was not as still as I'd convinced myself it was and made me realised that it is probably the reason for a lack of being in front of the leg.
It's not like I'm kicking every stride but it is bouncing/stroking/generally busy so then when I want a bigger response I'm having to use a more definite thump or clamp with my heels which just leads to tension in both me and the mare. Doesn't seem to make any difference whether I am in jump or dressage saddle and mare in question is quite backwards (she'll stay in trot/canter but doesnt really feel like she's 'taking me' so probably doesn't help matters but I know that until I can discipline my legs this is unlikely to improve as she (understandably) switches off!
Clearly what my head is convinced my body is doing and what it is actually doing are 2 very different things so, short of enlisting an instructor or person to lunge/shout/threaten me into keeping a still, passive leg, what else can I try...
For the record I've done pilates for 4 years now and do have a fairly decent core and balance, just evidently no coordination and self awareness of my limbs!
It's not like I'm kicking every stride but it is bouncing/stroking/generally busy so then when I want a bigger response I'm having to use a more definite thump or clamp with my heels which just leads to tension in both me and the mare. Doesn't seem to make any difference whether I am in jump or dressage saddle and mare in question is quite backwards (she'll stay in trot/canter but doesnt really feel like she's 'taking me' so probably doesn't help matters but I know that until I can discipline my legs this is unlikely to improve as she (understandably) switches off!
Clearly what my head is convinced my body is doing and what it is actually doing are 2 very different things so, short of enlisting an instructor or person to lunge/shout/threaten me into keeping a still, passive leg, what else can I try...
For the record I've done pilates for 4 years now and do have a fairly decent core and balance, just evidently no coordination and self awareness of my limbs!