Loosing will to live...help!

NaomiA

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Sorry to rant but I need to know I am not fighting a loosing battle!

Late summer 2011 I bought a 16.3 5 year old TB (bred for racing but never raced as slow as a turtle) from a dealer, to be a companion to our mare after loosing my childhood pony.

I bought him as a gentle giant who quickly took the mick and showed he had one hell of an attitude. Unfortunately at the dealers yard he caught his leg under a partition whilst rolling and caused an absess in his leg which on our vetting was confirmed to be a superficial lump and apparently would not cause any problems or pain to my horse. By Christmas I had to lead my beloved new horse to the vets after jumping off him miles from home after his back started spasming. 7 months on after having his absess found and drained and physiotherapy to correct his back as he had been compensating the unknown pain from the lump and threw his back out he was rideable again. I must note he is unisured so all treatment has been out of my own pocket and no insurance company will cover him properly due to this and his behaviour issues and if they do they rack up the premium. (I work in insurance so probably should have known better!)

Anyway, due to the weather we haven't been able to get out much and although he still has physio reguarly even now I am wondering if this will ever end. Darcy can be such a loveable horse and his behaviour has improved so much yet he still likes to try to bite and kick when you are off your guard, so this makes it hard when you have to massage his back and girth area each time before you ride, then I have to lunge him as he is cold backed and let him settle under saddle, finally I have to summon up the courage to get on! Darcy is an absolute gent to ride, he is soft, gentle and has the most amazing trot and canter I have ever ridden but... he has decided he likes to freak out on the odd occassion when a car or a push bike goes past, he almost immitates his back spasm (basically jumps a few steps forward with his backend between his front legs) that first caused me to jump off and take him straight to the vets but obviously I know nothing is wrong with his back, his physio, vet and saddler have confirmed this, he is literally just trying to get me to jump off and pop him back in his field. What I like to call a mick taker in the nicest words!

Does anyone else feel like they have a constant struggle with their horse? I can't wait for the summer, I have no school so have to hack in winter and wait for the field to dry and school in summer.

I won't give up on my horse but need to know there is a light at the end of the tunnel!

p.s. Darcy is on a high fibre diet and has Global Herbs Acid X
 
God yes! I feel for you- Lets rent a field far away and pop them in it!

Honestly ive reached the end of my tether with mine Injury after injury- In 6 years ive only cantered him about 10 times (I can remember each canter that's how bad!) because everytime I got him almost fit he'd break again.
He's now 11 and retired as his latest was KS and another more serious back injury that cant be treated. I now have a miserable difficult stroppy TB probably for the next 20 years on my hands (because you can guarantee now he's properly hurt he will live a healthy life and probably never injure himself again!)
Hope things look up for you xx
 
yep bought what I thought was unspoilt youngster tried to back and he put me in hospital, after various trainers opinions back teeth feet all checked vet found lame on 3 legs .Poor fella hes so much happier now as pain has gone but I have to reback although he seems unfazed and I will have pro help I finding it bit daunting hes grown from 15 2 to 16 1 and hasn't stopped .Think he had been started badly injured and turned away without dealing with injury.Hes fab on ground so Ill keep plodding on :D
 
I'm looking into getting him scoped for ulcers just to rule it out as that has been on my mind and until I joined H&H I didn't realise how common they are!

Puss, Darcy is the same, if it's really windy and cold he gets too excited and doesn't know what to do with himself!

Did have a great morning with him, was rugging him up whilst he was eating his breakfast (do this daily) and he put his ears back and tried to warn me off, so I moved him away from his food and made him stand until I had rugged him and then let him finish his breakfast. No headcollar just my voice... proud Mummy moment!
 
OP cant help with your boy, but here are some virtual hugs for you! having a similar crappy time myself, old mare on box rest (5 weeks in so far) with suspected hairline fracture to her pelvis, and the new boy now on GastroGuard after being a knobber, oh and he's had a hoof abscess too... but it will get better, and I'm determined to be positive about things!
 
Ah Darcy has had a foot abscess before too, he is my little sick note!!

Just waiting for my vet to come back with a quote to scope him, am I right in thinking it costs around £800 for GG? Wish I had got him insured when I bought him now but hey ho these things will happen!

A friend of mine put her horse on Abprazole from America when she suspected ulcers on her boy but I am such a worry wart to use something like that without my vet saying yes which they obviously can't do!
 
Ah Darcy has had a foot abscess before too, he is my little sick note!!

Just waiting for my vet to come back with a quote to scope him, am I right in thinking it costs around £800 for GG? Wish I had got him insured when I bought him now but hey ho these things will happen!

A friend of mine put her horse on Abprazole from America when she suspected ulcers on her boy but I am such a worry wart to use something like that without my vet saying yes which they obviously can't do!

its about £800 for a months course of gastrogaurd.......our boy is on it at the mo

by the way im pretty sure that importing that from america is illegal. Others will know more
 
Ouch! No wonder vets are rolling in it!

Sorry for asking so many questions but I have never dealt with a horse with possible ulcers before - do they just need a months supply and then get re-scoped?

Is it generally only a months supply they need?
 
Ouch! No wonder vets are rolling in it!

Sorry for asking so many questions but I have never dealt with a horse with possible ulcers before - do they just need a months supply and then get re-scoped?

Is it generally only a months supply they need?

Mine has had 1 week at full dose of GG (£200/week) and is now on a half does for a fortnight (£100/week) - so far I'm up to £300 for 3 weeks... oh and to add I didnt scope (on vets advice)... we're reassessing his GG dosage weekly, so if i see a deterioration at the end of this week then we'll up him to a full dose again... (although so far so good!)
 
Ouch! No wonder vets are rolling in it!

Sorry for asking so many questions but I have never dealt with a horse with possible ulcers before - do they just need a months supply and then get re-scoped?

Is it generally only a months supply they need?

depends on how bad the ulcers are.
ours was scoped in dec, had grade two.....the grades are from one to four one being mild for being serious.......and came home with three weeks GG and then a rescope, his had gone down to a grade one.
we knew they hadn't totally gone as he wasnt putting on the weight like he should and he was getting grumpy off it again. his rescope confirmed they hadnt gone but were now a grade one so he now has a months course then a rescope to see if they have gone.

a friends horse had grade two and hers cleared within the three weeks GG

He is an exracer so they are more prone to ulcers.

our boy is on high calorie feeds to get him back to proper weight and is having the winter off untill he is back to weight. he lost 40ish kgs and looks like a hat rack.
 
depends on how bad the ulcers are.
ours was scoped in dec, had grade two.....the grades are from one to four one being mild for being serious.......and came home with three weeks GG and then a rescope, his had gone down to a grade one.
we knew they hadn't totally gone as he wasnt putting on the weight like he should and he was getting grumpy off it again. his rescope confirmed they hadnt gone but were now a grade one so he now has a months course then a rescope to see if they have gone.

a friends horse had grade two and hers cleared within the three weeks GG

He is an exracer so they are more prone to ulcers.

our boy is on high calorie feeds to get him back to proper weight and is having the winter off untill he is back to weight. he lost 40ish kgs and looks like a hat rack.

Thank you for clearing this up for me, your help guys is really appreciated!

Ah your poor boy it is so upsetting when your horse looses so much weight, I remember seeing my old pony start to loose weight and as she was laminitic it was so hard to help her keep it on no matter how much food and money I threw at her.

Darcy has actually put on weight this winter and is looking in fantastic condition which considering I bought him as a hat rack and he has had so many problems I am pleased to see him coming out conditionally well.

Will get my vet to scope and go from there... in a way I just hope he is being a git!
 
Thank you for clearing this up for me, your help guys is really appreciated!

Ah your poor boy it is so upsetting when your horse looses so much weight, I remember seeing my old pony start to loose weight and as she was laminitic it was so hard to help her keep it on no matter how much food and money I threw at her.

Darcy has actually put on weight this winter and is looking in fantastic condition which considering I bought him as a hat rack and he has had so many problems I am pleased to see him coming out conditionally well.

Will get my vet to scope and go from there... in a way I just hope he is being a git!

my friends horse was a really good weight withher ulcers....they all cope it in different ways.
 
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