giddyupalfie
Well-Known Member
(Not a horsey post but if you are a nice person you will read on and help me out )
Okay, maybe I'm being a little bit over dramatic but I'm really stressing out.
I am currently at college training to be a vet nurse and to begin with I was so up for it, but now I'm really doubting whether this is actually what I want to be doing.
The more and more I learn about the job role and responsibilities of a vet nurse, the more and more I feel like backing out. I think the worst of it was learning today that it is a vet nurse's job to take care of the dead bodies, which I was told basically occur everyday in practise. I know death is part of life and it must happen but I am such a softy I really don't think I could handle just shoving a dog, cat or any one of our little friends into a clinical waste bag and just shoving them into the freezer waiting for them to be incinerated.
Also, after hearing stories from my tutor's (who are trained vet nurses and have previously worked in practise) I also don't know if I could put on a brave face when animals come into practise in a bad state. Whether it being malnourished or badly injured in any way. Of course I want to be able to help them but sometimes our help isn't enough and unfortunately they still pass away. I just know that I would really beat myself up about it if things ended badly.
I know this post is really pointless to a lot of people and reading it back it kinda doesn't make any sense. Just finding it hard to put into words how I'm feeling right now, but does anyone have any advice for me?! Positive or negative...I'm a big girl and can take it all in my stride
*cookies, cream, milk, chocolate and whatever goodies you want for getting this far!!!*
Okay, maybe I'm being a little bit over dramatic but I'm really stressing out.
I am currently at college training to be a vet nurse and to begin with I was so up for it, but now I'm really doubting whether this is actually what I want to be doing.
The more and more I learn about the job role and responsibilities of a vet nurse, the more and more I feel like backing out. I think the worst of it was learning today that it is a vet nurse's job to take care of the dead bodies, which I was told basically occur everyday in practise. I know death is part of life and it must happen but I am such a softy I really don't think I could handle just shoving a dog, cat or any one of our little friends into a clinical waste bag and just shoving them into the freezer waiting for them to be incinerated.
Also, after hearing stories from my tutor's (who are trained vet nurses and have previously worked in practise) I also don't know if I could put on a brave face when animals come into practise in a bad state. Whether it being malnourished or badly injured in any way. Of course I want to be able to help them but sometimes our help isn't enough and unfortunately they still pass away. I just know that I would really beat myself up about it if things ended badly.
I know this post is really pointless to a lot of people and reading it back it kinda doesn't make any sense. Just finding it hard to put into words how I'm feeling right now, but does anyone have any advice for me?! Positive or negative...I'm a big girl and can take it all in my stride
*cookies, cream, milk, chocolate and whatever goodies you want for getting this far!!!*