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some of you may have read my earlier threads about my mare and our journey to soundness (bought her as a lockdown pony- unseen and unvetted(no vettings were conducted 'back then'!), so far we have discovered and have/are dealing with, in the space of less than a year and a half:
1 - massive hole in suspensory ligament left fore - essentially healed now but still got to be careful
2 - bone spavin in hocks - treated with steroids, ethanol and tildren
3 - discomfort in lumbar region/glutes/sacroiliac - treated with regular physio and shockwave
4 - discomfort in right fore, treated with steroids in coffin joint (I think)
5 - laminitis - onset as a result of steroids, being treated. i caught this fast, pulses are much better and we are getting there
6 - cellulitis - as a result of the laminitis, caught early by myself and getting there
my latest potential worry is 7 - ulcers.
the past few days my mare was on livery and i went up to check after work- i'm super busy at the moment hence whacking her on full livery. on 3 occasions she was left with no hay! twice of which i had to sort, once was by a livery during the day making sure she had enough to keep her going til i popped down. admittedly my mare is on a restricted hay diet as a result of the lami (soaked) but it is still not okay to leave a horse 10-14+ hours without hay. so this is a separate issue in itself that i now have to stress about.
i gave her a groom/ little wash today, and when i got to her hind quarters/gut area- immediately she was not happy- turning around and threatening to bite (she never does) she also fully brought her leg up and out to kick me, on both sides. massively unhappy pony. other than that she is fine in herself ( so long as not touching those areas, still bright, playful, eating, drinking, pooing etc). i phoned my vet for advice, who suggested to half her bute intake at the mo over the weekend and to schedule her in for a gastro on monday at the hospital
i don't know how soon ulcers can occur, and i don't know how many times in the past this has happened either.
i feel sick writing this really, with stress and worry. going to be googling all sorts, as i can't sleep.
i love my mare to pieces. admittedly i bought her as a general riding club type horse and have barely rode her. before her last lot of tildren and steroid treatment, we were happy enough walking out and plodding around- she was comfortable, free, happy, stretching out lovely. i don't care if we get that back or not, my first and foremost concern has always been her wellbeing. i've done more digging on her past and found out after she turned 5, she was sold to someone who brought her on carefully- i got in touch with the lady who showed me videos and my mare is sound!! and jumping a nice little jump well. the next person who bought her said that my mare 'blew a tendon' in a week, she couldn't afford the vetbills and sold her on as a companion. my mare did not get sold as a companion. she was dumped at auction, went to her last owner who work work worked her, then came to me, who has been shelling out ever since.
kind words please, i know this is a self pitying post, i just feel so utterly down and upset about it all. its also causing friction in my relationship- ive spent near enough (or going to be totalling now, at least) 3k in excesses for vetbills, plus livery services, plus everything else. i told my boyfriend about it tonight, he essentially said it was my fault for having a horse.
it COULD! be nothing, but more than likely it is going to be something.
i'm just feeling so sad and worried, my beautiful girl doesn't deserve this. she's not long turned 10 .
ETA— she’s had bloods checked after lami onset, all clear for Cushings and anything else
1 - massive hole in suspensory ligament left fore - essentially healed now but still got to be careful
2 - bone spavin in hocks - treated with steroids, ethanol and tildren
3 - discomfort in lumbar region/glutes/sacroiliac - treated with regular physio and shockwave
4 - discomfort in right fore, treated with steroids in coffin joint (I think)
5 - laminitis - onset as a result of steroids, being treated. i caught this fast, pulses are much better and we are getting there
6 - cellulitis - as a result of the laminitis, caught early by myself and getting there
my latest potential worry is 7 - ulcers.
the past few days my mare was on livery and i went up to check after work- i'm super busy at the moment hence whacking her on full livery. on 3 occasions she was left with no hay! twice of which i had to sort, once was by a livery during the day making sure she had enough to keep her going til i popped down. admittedly my mare is on a restricted hay diet as a result of the lami (soaked) but it is still not okay to leave a horse 10-14+ hours without hay. so this is a separate issue in itself that i now have to stress about.
i gave her a groom/ little wash today, and when i got to her hind quarters/gut area- immediately she was not happy- turning around and threatening to bite (she never does) she also fully brought her leg up and out to kick me, on both sides. massively unhappy pony. other than that she is fine in herself ( so long as not touching those areas, still bright, playful, eating, drinking, pooing etc). i phoned my vet for advice, who suggested to half her bute intake at the mo over the weekend and to schedule her in for a gastro on monday at the hospital
i don't know how soon ulcers can occur, and i don't know how many times in the past this has happened either.
i feel sick writing this really, with stress and worry. going to be googling all sorts, as i can't sleep.
i love my mare to pieces. admittedly i bought her as a general riding club type horse and have barely rode her. before her last lot of tildren and steroid treatment, we were happy enough walking out and plodding around- she was comfortable, free, happy, stretching out lovely. i don't care if we get that back or not, my first and foremost concern has always been her wellbeing. i've done more digging on her past and found out after she turned 5, she was sold to someone who brought her on carefully- i got in touch with the lady who showed me videos and my mare is sound!! and jumping a nice little jump well. the next person who bought her said that my mare 'blew a tendon' in a week, she couldn't afford the vetbills and sold her on as a companion. my mare did not get sold as a companion. she was dumped at auction, went to her last owner who work work worked her, then came to me, who has been shelling out ever since.
kind words please, i know this is a self pitying post, i just feel so utterly down and upset about it all. its also causing friction in my relationship- ive spent near enough (or going to be totalling now, at least) 3k in excesses for vetbills, plus livery services, plus everything else. i told my boyfriend about it tonight, he essentially said it was my fault for having a horse.
it COULD! be nothing, but more than likely it is going to be something.
i'm just feeling so sad and worried, my beautiful girl doesn't deserve this. she's not long turned 10 .
ETA— she’s had bloods checked after lami onset, all clear for Cushings and anything else
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