pixiebee
Well-Known Member
There is an indoor show on sunday. I am taking my pony but a kind friend has offered to jump him for me. This is because ive had bad experiences in the past and it has really knocked my confidence and with my pony unfortunaltley having no winter turnout-he could do with a day out as he loves it so much. Everyone is hassling me to enter him, i would love to but the very thaught of it sends me into a panick!! He has never been in a indoor school and i have not entered a jumping class for 6 yrs! I get tense inpatient and angry which i then pass onto my pony which im sure makes it less enjoyable for him. I thaught that maybe i could go and watch and see how i feel on the day and maybe enter if im up to it? but i know for a fact if i dont feel up to it i will get ridiculed by everyone-including my partner