Hullabaloo
Well-Known Member
I'm feeling very sorry for myself and need a good slap.
My horse has got over his lameness from last week - we think he was a bit footsore and I over reacted a bit as he has had so many problems.
We went back to our lunging (for his back problem) and he was great for a few days but last night he was struggling and turned his bum in and bucked everytime I asked him for canter. He wasn't that bad even when it was first diagnosed.
It just seems everytime one bit gets a bit better something else goes wrong. We're back at the vets on Monday anyway for a follow up on his back so it will be checked out then. Meanwhile I've got myself into a state worrying about him. I just feel like he's never going to come right. He's been poked, prodded, x-rayed and scanned and they can't find anything conclusive.
I worry what I'm going to do with him if we can't get him better. I make a lot of sacrifices to keep a horse and I don't know that I can keep him if he can't work. Also he's not the sort of horse that's happy doing nothing, but I can't bear to think about the alternative either. Since I got back from the yard I've spent most of the afternoon in tears as I just don't know what to do anymore.
My OH is on holiday until tomorrow and I know if he was here he's tell me off for looking on the black side and to wait and see what the vet says on Monday. I also know he's be right!
As he's not here, could someone else give me a good telling off instead please.
My horse has got over his lameness from last week - we think he was a bit footsore and I over reacted a bit as he has had so many problems.
We went back to our lunging (for his back problem) and he was great for a few days but last night he was struggling and turned his bum in and bucked everytime I asked him for canter. He wasn't that bad even when it was first diagnosed.
It just seems everytime one bit gets a bit better something else goes wrong. We're back at the vets on Monday anyway for a follow up on his back so it will be checked out then. Meanwhile I've got myself into a state worrying about him. I just feel like he's never going to come right. He's been poked, prodded, x-rayed and scanned and they can't find anything conclusive.
I worry what I'm going to do with him if we can't get him better. I make a lot of sacrifices to keep a horse and I don't know that I can keep him if he can't work. Also he's not the sort of horse that's happy doing nothing, but I can't bear to think about the alternative either. Since I got back from the yard I've spent most of the afternoon in tears as I just don't know what to do anymore.
My OH is on holiday until tomorrow and I know if he was here he's tell me off for looking on the black side and to wait and see what the vet says on Monday. I also know he's be right!
As he's not here, could someone else give me a good telling off instead please.