noodle_
Well-Known Member
Felt guilty about this for a long time.
I have a 3 year old youngster who I have always tried to do the best for. Ive had her 18 months now and as much as i think the world of her, shes currently living out elsewhere as Id like a break from horses as ive lost the spark.
I had another horse before her (youngster was her companion) who was my world - we competed, had fun and i loved riding, nowadays i have no interest.
Ive realised in the past few weeks its due to not having a horse i WANT to ride. So selling is my option.
I want something i can go out and have fun with - is broken now...youngster is only 4 next winter ... and needs to grow...she will make exactly what i want but not for another 18 months
The only reason why i havent sold yet is because i feel a guilt trip/to secure her future....hence shes living on grass livery as i have control over her future...plan was to bring her home to break her in next year (another 12 or so months of livery for a pet).....
Is it normal to feel this guilty ?? im trying to figure in my head how to keep two but financially i cant. Ive only ever had 2 horses pts and one sold (parents choice)...this is harder.....
I am buying another when i feel ready - but i cant keep postponing it can i? feel so bad.
I have a 3 year old youngster who I have always tried to do the best for. Ive had her 18 months now and as much as i think the world of her, shes currently living out elsewhere as Id like a break from horses as ive lost the spark.
I had another horse before her (youngster was her companion) who was my world - we competed, had fun and i loved riding, nowadays i have no interest.
Ive realised in the past few weeks its due to not having a horse i WANT to ride. So selling is my option.
I want something i can go out and have fun with - is broken now...youngster is only 4 next winter ... and needs to grow...she will make exactly what i want but not for another 18 months
The only reason why i havent sold yet is because i feel a guilt trip/to secure her future....hence shes living on grass livery as i have control over her future...plan was to bring her home to break her in next year (another 12 or so months of livery for a pet).....
Is it normal to feel this guilty ?? im trying to figure in my head how to keep two but financially i cant. Ive only ever had 2 horses pts and one sold (parents choice)...this is harder.....
I am buying another when i feel ready - but i cant keep postponing it can i? feel so bad.