LaurenBay
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Just had 'the' call, and far from good news, although thinking positive, he came out the GA very well, back on his feet and trying to stuff his face. IN a nutshell, damage was a lot worse than x-ray showed, they've pared the bone right back further than anticipated, and in addition have removed a lot of horn deformity, which is being sent away, but are presuming to be keratoma. From what was said and the tone of voice, it sounds like they have had to remove a lot more wall than they would like, and the next stage is Friday when they take the bandages off. Im gutted, he's my world, I just want to make sure I do what is right and best for him, and now I'm not sure I have. he's a big heafty (not fat) boy, and I'm wondering whether an alternative would have been kinder? I don't care if he's not ridden, but his welfare is my only concern. ARGH.
Only you can answer that question I'm afraid. But I think Horses do tell us when it is their time. I'm sure you know when you go and visit him, what course of action to take. It's a horrible decision to make, but only you can. Its clear to see how much you love him, you have done the best for him and wish you all the best in whatever you decide to do. Of course other things contribute, such as coping on boxrest etc. They are all things to think about. Sorry you are in this situation xx