My boy wasnt working correctly; dragging hind toes, stumbling on fronts, not happy going down hills, cow kicking etc
This is a very very honest horse who thrives on work. Excellent jumper (1.40m) and up to injury winning dressage leagues.
Following extensive investigations, nerve blocks, xrays etc etc it was pinpointed as bilateral stifle problem and he was operated on in June 2010.
Operation showed extensive cartilage damage which could not be removed as he would never weight bare again. He was therefore started on an IRAP programme.
His recovery went better than I could have hoped for and I was back on board by first week of August (he had not been ridden since the Feb).
We carried on his rehab to the letter with vets and physio when 3/4 weeks ago I was riding him in a lesson in the school when something went ping. Dont know what or why it happened but all the problems returned but worse than before.
He was taken back in and everyone attended when I rode him and he was assessed. We decided to try a bute trial as it was pain related.
The trial was a disaster. He must have been in agony and literally couldnt move forward and was kicking all the fencing down in the schools even if I tried to lunge him. He could potter round but anything more to "push him through it" resulted in an explosion. I came off more in those 2 days than in my 5 yrs of his ownership.
Vet, physio, surgeon instructor and me consultation again and I with their help made the hardest decision for me and the only decision I could to help him.
I had my gorgeous boy pts on 3rd Dec nearly 3 weeks ago. He was only 12 years old and to look at him was the picture of health until he moved.
Sorry if not what you wanted to hear but I do not regret for a second his operation and how lucky I was to have him back for those 3 months.
I miss him. I have owned and still own other horses but none have I ever missed as much as I miss him.
If you are asking as you are unsure whether to go ahead with an op then please do it. We were just unlucky that the damage was there and was so extensive. I never knew his true history just snippets and I do believe he was pushed very hard at a very young age as he was such a talented jumper. Who knows. Best horse I have ever had the privelage to own and worth the heartache to know hes safe and pain free