pippixox
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HI, not really sure what to say, or what advise there is, but basically need to get it off my chest.
had more bad news today. posted a while ago about my new forest pony (7 this year) who was diagnosed with liver damage/ hepatitis in May, after he suddenly badly burnt his white socks. bloods showed very raised liver enzymes and markers than suggested fibrosis. biopsy showed severe fibrosis in the samples. so we began steroids to hopefully improve inflammation and keep him with enough liver to function. as he was so well in himself, other than burnt socks and a slight yellow tinge to his eyes he has remained his happy self, the vet was very positive, as she has treated over 50 liver cases and only 1 has been PTS, most with treatment can cope with liver damage for many years....
however, after a month of high steroids his bloods had got even worse. so we started a very expensive fancy drug that targets fibrosis (at £20 a day, thankfully he is insured as first bill without fancy drug was £1300 in drugs and biopsy). after a month of that there was only a tiny improvement. even moved him to a different field, although bloods suggested no current toxin and no other horses had issues- I blood tested his field companions as well), but as a just encase. so we gave it another month with all the drugs....
he still seems well in himself and no new burns since he started medication, but new bloods came back today, and there has been no improvement and some levels have got worse. so the vet has said that sadly there is no point in continuing with all the drugs, when after 3 months it suggests damage is too bad to improve. financially I will soon meet my insurance limit, but even with endless funds (I don't have them as have just had my second child) there is no point. so we are going to continue a few more weeks at current dose and slowly decrease.
sorry essay of a background.
just after some tips I guess, how do you cope when you know the inevitable will happen, but not sure when?
she has said she really can't give a time scale as it is so individual. So it could be after a few weeks of no drugs he goes downhill fast or he could manage with whatever liver he has left functioning for months and months.
of course I do not want him to suffer, but he is currently very happy and I would not want to PTS while he is still happy.
however, from what I have read, when the liver fails, it can be quick and very distressing- they can even go mad mentally. which I don't want to happen.
thanks to whoever reads all this.
its been a very hard day- trying to celebrate my sons second birthday when I just want to cry as my pony, who my son loves to ride, and has done from only just being able to sit, will not be there in the future. he was meant to be my hardy native who I had forever, for me and the kids.
had more bad news today. posted a while ago about my new forest pony (7 this year) who was diagnosed with liver damage/ hepatitis in May, after he suddenly badly burnt his white socks. bloods showed very raised liver enzymes and markers than suggested fibrosis. biopsy showed severe fibrosis in the samples. so we began steroids to hopefully improve inflammation and keep him with enough liver to function. as he was so well in himself, other than burnt socks and a slight yellow tinge to his eyes he has remained his happy self, the vet was very positive, as she has treated over 50 liver cases and only 1 has been PTS, most with treatment can cope with liver damage for many years....
however, after a month of high steroids his bloods had got even worse. so we started a very expensive fancy drug that targets fibrosis (at £20 a day, thankfully he is insured as first bill without fancy drug was £1300 in drugs and biopsy). after a month of that there was only a tiny improvement. even moved him to a different field, although bloods suggested no current toxin and no other horses had issues- I blood tested his field companions as well), but as a just encase. so we gave it another month with all the drugs....
he still seems well in himself and no new burns since he started medication, but new bloods came back today, and there has been no improvement and some levels have got worse. so the vet has said that sadly there is no point in continuing with all the drugs, when after 3 months it suggests damage is too bad to improve. financially I will soon meet my insurance limit, but even with endless funds (I don't have them as have just had my second child) there is no point. so we are going to continue a few more weeks at current dose and slowly decrease.
sorry essay of a background.
just after some tips I guess, how do you cope when you know the inevitable will happen, but not sure when?
she has said she really can't give a time scale as it is so individual. So it could be after a few weeks of no drugs he goes downhill fast or he could manage with whatever liver he has left functioning for months and months.
of course I do not want him to suffer, but he is currently very happy and I would not want to PTS while he is still happy.
however, from what I have read, when the liver fails, it can be quick and very distressing- they can even go mad mentally. which I don't want to happen.
thanks to whoever reads all this.
its been a very hard day- trying to celebrate my sons second birthday when I just want to cry as my pony, who my son loves to ride, and has done from only just being able to sit, will not be there in the future. he was meant to be my hardy native who I had forever, for me and the kids.