Chippers1
Well-Known Member
Hi everyone, just contemplating life at the moment and wondering if anyone had any insights or advice. I'm still really struggling with a big dip in confidence and mental wellbeing overall. Going up to ride is a bit of a struggle and I can't always bring myself to do it (although I do go down and see him every day). I have no desire to go back out and compete, I hate doing it on my own, and when I do ride I just like to do walking hacks at the moment with the odd canter. I haven't taken Buzz out since August the 18th and I haven't really jumped him since then either.
I'm currently tossing up whether to sell my horsebox and just stick to hacking or whether I will regret it eventually. I love my box but it's just sitting there outside probably getting rusty! And i'm paying for it whilst it's sitting there doing nothing.
It doesn't help that I can't actually load Buzz on my own and always need someone just behind him to wave him on.
I used to get such a kick planning events and looking what was coming up but now I just don't really care. So guys, what should I do?? Sell up? keep the box? argh I don't know
Sorry for the miserable post
I'm currently tossing up whether to sell my horsebox and just stick to hacking or whether I will regret it eventually. I love my box but it's just sitting there outside probably getting rusty! And i'm paying for it whilst it's sitting there doing nothing.
It doesn't help that I can't actually load Buzz on my own and always need someone just behind him to wave him on.
I used to get such a kick planning events and looking what was coming up but now I just don't really care. So guys, what should I do?? Sell up? keep the box? argh I don't know
Sorry for the miserable post