evsj
Well-Known Member
Can't believe I have stuffed up another ODE by jumping the wrong fence on the cross country for the second time in two outings.
I know there are lots of worse things to be down about but I feel so stupid right now... should I just give up?
My poor horse is so honest - she jumped this incorrect fence from a standstill - and I have let her down again. They were both unaffiliated events but I am doing Firle PN next weekened and if I can't get it right at unaff what hope is there?!
I always walk the course and always on my own but my tired old brain got muddled up as to which colours we were meant to be jumping.
Before this year I'd never got lost XC - why now? I am only 34!!!!!
I know there are lots of worse things to be down about but I feel so stupid right now... should I just give up?
My poor horse is so honest - she jumped this incorrect fence from a standstill - and I have let her down again. They were both unaffiliated events but I am doing Firle PN next weekened and if I can't get it right at unaff what hope is there?!
I always walk the course and always on my own but my tired old brain got muddled up as to which colours we were meant to be jumping.
Before this year I'd never got lost XC - why now? I am only 34!!!!!