Get yourself a really good coach and some support. It's natural to feel this way (even professionals do the same ;)) With help you will do a great job, im sure :)
We have a Frank Baines one that has integrated head piece that wasn't too expensive. Rhinegold do a pretty nice budget one I think. Or you could get the one Fitz has 🙀🙀🙀
http://www.classicdressage.com/catalog/product.php?CI_ID=469
Little medium Sneeds?
Been judging at Lincoln for BRC champs this morning. Studiously avoiding any studying this afternoon and then off to Vale View tomorrow with Her Ladyship and Fitz :)
Can't recommend it enough. I spent 3 months without stirrups recently - literally only having the for 5 mins at the beginning and it did wonders for my seat/core/contact.
You'll find something but get it properly checked. Theresa guy in Essex who is very good and advertises widely. Take care with Ford Cargo of the age you're looking for as the rust under cab. I've had 2 that both needed ++welding.
Good luck!
I just need to be clear that it is never about "going easier" but about the full context. There are other factors the just an incorrect strike off - the length of the movement and other requirements in it being part of the overall score. You will see a variation in scores because of this. As...
Aside from the potential physical issues, in terms if retraining her to be more supple it sounds as though you are doing good things. Working her longer and deeper to stretch over the back muscles and the leg yielding across the diagonal, first in walk and the trot. Good luck. :)
As already said, don't stop training the horse in a test. It's an extension of training rather than a performance. So, yes, correct the incorrect strike off :)