Meowy Catkin
Meow!
I'm so sorry.
Thank you everyone for your kind words.
Weirdly I feel OK today, I think now its over it helps if that makes sense, he's at peace now and it was the right decision
Will be getting a nice rose for the garden for him, have also paid for individual cremation. He will probably sit on the bookcase, I may have to put a sponge in the nice bag they give you with the ashes!