You sound like you need some support from someone experienced [when I say exerienced I mean someone who knows what they are doing] thats all ... dont we all? I know I do, I have got a lesson booked tonight to sort out endless issues lol!
Well you arent to blame! You took the advice on good grounds. You only learn by making mistakes Im afraid, if it all went tickety boo it would be boring.
Please don't think like that, I have just returned to horses after 5 long years and am amazed how much things have changed.
Just keep asking for advice if you are not sure about anything someone will always answer, never feel your questions are silly cos pound to a penny someone somewhere is in the exact same boat.
All of us are learning all the time and nobody knows everything, just have confidence in yourself and things will improve.
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its my instructor that also said to try aswell though.
oh dear.
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Agghh confused
Sorry, I thought you couldn't have lessons at the mo. But if that's not the case, and you do have an instructor, then I suppose you should follow their advice.........