Anxiety dreams about horses

[Wagtail]

I often dream about my beautiful mare I lost last year, it tears me apart every day, it's like waking up and remembering all over again, waking up thinking 'I love my horse so much' and then remembering shes not here anymore.

It's unbelievable the pain you feel on losing a horse you were really connected to. The mare I lost 3 years ago has left a huge hole in my heart. I still can't think about her without tears. It hurts so much. I have lost others and can think back to them and just smile. I don't still mourn them like I do her. It was upsetting for a week or two but then I was over it with only the occasional sadness. But not that mare.