Anyone else on colic watch tonight?

Thank you so much for your kind words.

In the end, the vets discovered she had a blockage somewhere. Her stomach was full of fluid that couldn't drain away. She was a very sick little pony, but so stoic bless her. She must have in so much pain, but the only reason I knew something was wrong was because she was lying down more than usual.

I'm absolutely devastated and really not sure if I can go through this again. Seeing them pass away is horrifically traumatic.

The most difficult thing is that i had to start looking for a replacement the next day as Bo isn't a pony who can be alone for long. He's refused to go out in the field since we lost Cookie. He just wants to stay in his stable where he feels safe. He's really quite upset. I did let him see Cookie after she'd passed and I'm sure he understands that she died. He's not called for her once.

We have a loan companion pony coming tomorrow so hopefully he'll start to settle down a bit.
 
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