Aplogies to all involved, it was not me :(

mulledwhine said:
I don't want to say who wanted me to make am apology, but yes it was the owner.

YO have really all touched my heart , and I am sobbing now, because of your kind words :) xxxx


Thanks all, and thank you to the person who brought this to my attention xxx

Really are all fab, and made me feel like I could have a cry xxx
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Apologise for what?
Because you didn't want the horse?
Oh My Word.......
MulledWine you don't have to make a public apology just because you did not want someones horse!!!!!
Oh what awful people to make you feel like this! :mad:
 
MW - I unfortunately know a lot about depression and I am very concerned about how upset you are. You may be feeling very panicky right now...but please remember that the owners are probably not giving it any thought now...they may be upset but you cannot change that now (and as you say the thread mentioned no names).

I always feel that part of depression it the feeling of being out of control...you cannot control what has happened, you cannot control what these people think and so you must must must try your very hardest to tell yourself that its ok...there is nothing to panic about.

You mentioned earlier this has brought everything back...you don't know that yet...this is just a minor setback....remember nothing bad is going to happen.

You are obviously popular, you spend your time giving people advice on here and you have gained the respect of many....so you may have upset one person (and it wasn't your fault) do not let this consume you.

Sorry so long...genuinely concerned x
 
mulledwhine said:
Thanks soo much Parker 79, wise words , but Iam shaking, and ' nodding' OH says I have not ' nodded' for a long time, + I am still up at this time = feeling funny. :(
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Ok - do not panic...you will have set backs...you must not assume its all back...try to get some sleep, it you cannot sleep tonight then you need to accept that tomo might be similar...the most important thing is to get some sleep first and foremost...if you cant then get some help tomorrow....while you are tired and in the middle of feeling like this then you cannot see a way out...you have done it before....its not unusual to react badly to upsetting someone...especially if you are a kind person (which I suspect you are).

I you want to PM me feel free....I speak from experience unfortunately.. I end up with my feet twitching together...its really odd to see...I do it without realising.....its not back....its just a short visit ;)
 
Hey MW. Don't worry, you or whoever posted haven't mentioned any names on here, you haven't done any harm. There's no need to apologize and, if you are talking about that thread linked to before, the dealer took the horse back and gave a refund even though by rights they didn't necessarily have to, that was good of them.

It's all worked out OK, hasn't it? It doesn't matter that parts of the situation have been discussed on here, they could be about anyone, anywhere. No one in particular's reputation has been dented at all. Just try to forget about about it, there's nothing to worry about that I can see at all. :cool:
 
Parker79 said:
Ok - do not panic...you will have set backs...you must not assume its all back...try to get some sleep, it you cannot sleep tonight then you need to accept that tomo might be similar...the most important thing is to get some sleep first and foremost...if you cant then get some help tomorrow....while you are tired and in the middle of feeling like this then you cannot see a way out...you have done it before....its not unusual to react badly to upsetting someone...especially if you are a kind person (which I suspect you are).

I you want to PM me feel free....I speak from experience unfortunately.. I end up with my feet twitching together...its really odd to see...I do it without realising.....its not back....its just a short visit ;)
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Very wise words! I too have suffered severe depression and I know all too well those horrendous feelings that it has descended again, when in fact it is a fleeting visit of 'normal' reactions to a bad situation.

MW try and get a really good night's sleep - have a night cap or a hot chocolate and listen to some calming music or do something that you know calms you down.

It will pass so try not to over think the why, what, when, hows of why this has happened or why you are feeling like this tonight. :)
 
Ceris Comet said:
I will be too...I've been on AD's for ten years ..PM me if you can't sleep x
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Ahh the good ol' AD insomnia!! Mine passed after a few months of taking them thankfully. I find I get an achey jaw and restless leg syndrome though!! :mad: Oh and I yawn repeatedly!
 
Ceris Comet said:
When I was in the depths of despair , it was this time of night that I really needed someone
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It is a very frightening thing depression, and this time of night can be nothing short of a living hell. What really scared me at this time was going to bed - I was terrified of being left alone with my out of control thoughts and the madness that I felt was descending upon me. The sheer pain and terror for no apparent reason or cause was the most petrifying thing I have ever endured and I wouldn't wish it on anybody. People tend to think it is just a case of feeling sorry for yourself or being a bit down in the dumps - and this is nothing further from the truth.
 
MW - Our paths haven't crossed many times on HHO, I know who you are, i have seen some of your posts and you genuinely seem very nice :).

Would just like to say, Chin up, you obviously have many people behind you on here and i'd like to be in that croud of those behind you.

Things are always brighter in the morning.. one way or another.

Sleep tight, :).

STB XXX

PS) if you need to PM someone who you don't know.. please feel free. :)
 
Depression has nothing to do with your day to day life.....My depression started when I married into a wealthy family who owned 5000 acres.....To outsiders I had it all ..wealth...land and a lifetime meal ticket....but oh my god did I suffer....I am now divorced and very happy with my world !!!
 
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Yes it's a strange and very isolating thing.

Mine started out of the blue one day when I was doing the washing up! I suddenly felt like my world was a different and sinister place. I started to panic more and more and couldn't get any control or rationality of the situation.

Turns out it was actually a reactive depression one year to the week after the end of a prolonged bullying incident at work.

Isn't it amazing though when you start to lift out of it?:)
 
MW,

I hope this post has found that you got some sleep. I do not think you have anything to apologise for. Whoever is making you feel uncomfortable can get over themselves. As you can see here you have loads of support.

For you, if you need to seek some help today, just do it. I have strange days too. Used to have panic attacks. Had a serious bad reaction to AD's and refused to take them again. BUT that was me. In addition to AD you could try some accupuncture. Sounds stupid but after my reaction when I didn't eat or sleep for 3 days and felt sure I was about to be locked up, my husband forced me into the truck and over to my reg Accu. I could finally sleep and start to cope. I know that every now and again I will have days in which my life spirals. I just accept this and pick stupid little moments during the day which make me smile. Like a beautiful butterfly. Anything to say yeah I got this. What I long got over is how people treat me or interpret me. Sorry, can't do it. As long as I'm not a cruel heartless leach, I'm not, I just don't have the energy.

So who cares what this person thinks of you. Look at what people here think of you. Today is a new day. You may struggle and that's ok. If you need help, get some. Just remember we are all thinking about you and are here to support you. Big hugs

Terri
 
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