Michen
Well-Known Member
I have always struggled hugely with nerves, in particular when it comes to jumping. In spring this year my instructor was leading me over logs XC and in October I was doing a 90cm HT, and have spent the last few months hunting nearly every week.
Had the most amazing morning out hunting two weeks ago. We were absolutely flying hedges, rails, fences with huge ditches in front of them, we were jumping things I’d never dreamed of jumping. Until he left a leg at a tiny rail, pecked on landing and I went out the side door but landed on my feet- resulting in a broken ankle.
I am now one week post surgery and have another four before I can ride. I’m weight bearing and in an air boot (cast came off today) and absolutely desperate to get back on.
But I am absolutely gutted because I imagine my confidence when it comes to jumping will be shattered when I do. An injury like this was my biggest fear, more for the sheer inconvenience with driving, work, etc. I have no idea how or if I’ll be able to even jump a cross pole after this. All that confidence building and it’s likely been shattered as a result of the smallest fence we jumped that morning.
So fellow HHOers, those of you who have had your fears come true with broken limbs as a result of jumping etc- how did you get over it? Were you back to square one when you started riding again? Did you jump again? I am sad at the thought of starting the whole confidence roller coaster again. Even more so because it happened at such a tiny, tiny fence.
Picture of us from happier days in November!
Had the most amazing morning out hunting two weeks ago. We were absolutely flying hedges, rails, fences with huge ditches in front of them, we were jumping things I’d never dreamed of jumping. Until he left a leg at a tiny rail, pecked on landing and I went out the side door but landed on my feet- resulting in a broken ankle.
I am now one week post surgery and have another four before I can ride. I’m weight bearing and in an air boot (cast came off today) and absolutely desperate to get back on.
But I am absolutely gutted because I imagine my confidence when it comes to jumping will be shattered when I do. An injury like this was my biggest fear, more for the sheer inconvenience with driving, work, etc. I have no idea how or if I’ll be able to even jump a cross pole after this. All that confidence building and it’s likely been shattered as a result of the smallest fence we jumped that morning.
So fellow HHOers, those of you who have had your fears come true with broken limbs as a result of jumping etc- how did you get over it? Were you back to square one when you started riding again? Did you jump again? I am sad at the thought of starting the whole confidence roller coaster again. Even more so because it happened at such a tiny, tiny fence.
Picture of us from happier days in November!