BBP
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Firstly I'd like to say I don't have any real experience of autism so I apologise to anyone reading this if they do and feel I'm way off the mark using the condition this way.
But I genuinely feel my horse has some form of horsey autism. Every day with him is like brand new day, he sees the world like a foal would. I have had him since he was 3, he has just turned 10. For most of that time at least twice a week and recently 4 times a week he has gone out hacking along the same route. You would think that familiarity would make the route quite dull, and if everything stays the same he is great. But change one tiny little detail and he can't cope. He reminds me of an autistic child who can't cope when the cereal box is the wrong way round, I'm sure he'd scream and rock in a corner if he could.
This morning it was spotting my friends horse out for a ride, he saw him on a headland in the distance and it was like he couldn't compute what he saw. He just went into panic mode, he froze, his legs started shaking and you could see all the muscles in his shoulders and flanks wobbling. His neck goes like iron and nothing diverts him from staring. He snorts through his nose like a dragon. Sit quietly and he just freezes to the spot, try to put any pressure on him and he will rear, run backwards, throw himself in front of cars, ditches, whatever, like there is no other thought in his brain than his fixation.
He is a delightful horse to hack in all other ways, polite, well mannered, forward going, always happy to go on and you can turn and canter up and down the same track towards home and away and he stays polite. He just can't cope with change. Once my friends horse reached us he let out the biggest breath as he worked out what 'the monster' was.
I was in tears with the frustration of it this morning. He is such a wonderful horse but I don't seem to be able to get in his head and work this one out. He has been prone to panic attacks ever since I bought him, even though nothing bad has ever happened to him since I got him.
I'm not quite sure how to keep going like this, he is so unpredictable, for the last 10 weeks after his sacroiliac and PSSM diagnosis he was perfect and I thought I'd cracked it, that sorting the PSSM had miraculously cured what I thought was a reaction triggered by muscle pain. But the last 7 days he is back to his old self, feeling much tenser when out. Not much has changed, he had a little more grass and I'd added vitamin e and magnesium, then behaviour started so I cut out those changes but 4 days after cutting out he is still ridiculous. And yestersay I did his whole 45 min schooling session without a bridle and he was perfect.
I don't want him to be stuck in arena the rest of his life, he loves hacking when all is calm. I don't have a responsible hacking buddy anymore as the good horse is permanently lame.
Suggestions please? I know some I'll probably hate or not agree with as we all do things differently, but I'm happy to listen to everything! I have Physio booked for him for next week, need to get saddler to check saddle fit, teeth are done, vet checked sacroiliac 2 weeks ago, thought he looked amazing, he's just started a few strides of canter and seems happy. I'm even trying to get in touch with an animal communicator as I'm struggling to deal with him through my normal logical routes.
But I genuinely feel my horse has some form of horsey autism. Every day with him is like brand new day, he sees the world like a foal would. I have had him since he was 3, he has just turned 10. For most of that time at least twice a week and recently 4 times a week he has gone out hacking along the same route. You would think that familiarity would make the route quite dull, and if everything stays the same he is great. But change one tiny little detail and he can't cope. He reminds me of an autistic child who can't cope when the cereal box is the wrong way round, I'm sure he'd scream and rock in a corner if he could.
This morning it was spotting my friends horse out for a ride, he saw him on a headland in the distance and it was like he couldn't compute what he saw. He just went into panic mode, he froze, his legs started shaking and you could see all the muscles in his shoulders and flanks wobbling. His neck goes like iron and nothing diverts him from staring. He snorts through his nose like a dragon. Sit quietly and he just freezes to the spot, try to put any pressure on him and he will rear, run backwards, throw himself in front of cars, ditches, whatever, like there is no other thought in his brain than his fixation.
He is a delightful horse to hack in all other ways, polite, well mannered, forward going, always happy to go on and you can turn and canter up and down the same track towards home and away and he stays polite. He just can't cope with change. Once my friends horse reached us he let out the biggest breath as he worked out what 'the monster' was.
I was in tears with the frustration of it this morning. He is such a wonderful horse but I don't seem to be able to get in his head and work this one out. He has been prone to panic attacks ever since I bought him, even though nothing bad has ever happened to him since I got him.
I'm not quite sure how to keep going like this, he is so unpredictable, for the last 10 weeks after his sacroiliac and PSSM diagnosis he was perfect and I thought I'd cracked it, that sorting the PSSM had miraculously cured what I thought was a reaction triggered by muscle pain. But the last 7 days he is back to his old self, feeling much tenser when out. Not much has changed, he had a little more grass and I'd added vitamin e and magnesium, then behaviour started so I cut out those changes but 4 days after cutting out he is still ridiculous. And yestersay I did his whole 45 min schooling session without a bridle and he was perfect.
I don't want him to be stuck in arena the rest of his life, he loves hacking when all is calm. I don't have a responsible hacking buddy anymore as the good horse is permanently lame.
Suggestions please? I know some I'll probably hate or not agree with as we all do things differently, but I'm happy to listen to everything! I have Physio booked for him for next week, need to get saddler to check saddle fit, teeth are done, vet checked sacroiliac 2 weeks ago, thought he looked amazing, he's just started a few strides of canter and seems happy. I'm even trying to get in touch with an animal communicator as I'm struggling to deal with him through my normal logical routes.
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