devastated, p*ssed

Ozz was special from day one, he was my OH.s horse from day 1 I had day to day care of him but he was a man.s horse, daily he tried to bite me but the day he died he was eye to eye with me and calmed despite the colicand my Oh being there he died knowing he was loved, it took a minute or two to realise he was gone
 
It's a devastating experience and for a few days you'll feel like you just want your world to end. But it does get easier and eventually you will remember him with smiles instead of tears. x
 
There's no good way to cope with it, you just get through it. Give yourself time to grieve, & it takes as long as you need it to. It was months before I could talk to anyone at the yard about my old girl. I just made it known that if I wanted to talk about her I'd bring the subject up, until then talk to me about anything else but (such as the weather, poo picking, anything but my girl). When I was ready, I just started chatting about her to people. Have to say everyone was great about it.
 
I'm so sorry for your loss, how utterly heartbreaking. The shock and exhaustion after such a tragic time must have taken everything out of you.

Thinking of you and wishing you are able to know the comfort you gave him in his time of need.

Ozz, sleep sweetly dear boy.
 
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