Ozz was special from day one, he was my OH.s horse from day 1 I had day to day care of him but he was a man.s horse, daily he tried to bite me but the day he died he was eye to eye with me and calmed despite the colicand my Oh being there he died knowing he was loved, it took a minute or two to realise he was gone
Bruce also needs to accept his friend has gone, he was ott with me and sniffed ozz ut I/m not sure he unerstands ozz is gone I'm also hoping ts a bad dream, I don;t think I.m coping well with this
It's a devastating experience and for a few days you'll feel like you just want your world to end. But it does get easier and eventually you will remember him with smiles instead of tears. x
There's no good way to cope with it, you just get through it. Give yourself time to grieve, & it takes as long as you need it to. It was months before I could talk to anyone at the yard about my old girl. I just made it known that if I wanted to talk about her I'd bring the subject up, until then talk to me about anything else but (such as the weather, poo picking, anything but my girl). When I was ready, I just started chatting about her to people. Have to say everyone was great about it.
I am so sorry. I lost my lad to colic last year, and it still hurts. I know no words will make it better, but you are in my thoughts. He died knowing how much you loved him.
RIP dear Ozz xx