Devastating news :(

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Yesterday i was having a jumping lesson with my pringy ginger pony, she was amazing, for the very first time literally jumping out her skin and trying so hard, it had finally all clicked. Then disaster struck.

Jumped over a fence and she stopped dead and swung her foreleg up, couldnt see what was wrong at first but jumped off to see a 6 inch nail swinging out the side of her frog :(
She stood there solid and YO who was teaching sent for help, he then pulled the nail out and it started to bleed profuesly, we hot tubbed it in the arena and walked her to the wash bay, she was very very lame. We cleaned it out and it appeared very small and it looked like only a 1/4 inch of the nail had when in but it had enterered at the side of her frog in the line down the side, cant remember the right word just now :( we poulticied it but she hobbled down to her stable and still very lame, called the vet and they said they were on their way.

Vet arrived and watched Izzy try to walk around the stable, she was not eating any hay and seemed shocked, he dug out at her foot and said that because of where nail had entered she needed an xray and nerve block and they would then insert a probe then xray the tract the nail had taken threw her foot to see what/if any damage had been done. He said it could have went threw the deep flexor tendon and tocuhed navicular bursa, tears started.

She hobbled up the ramp of YO truck and we made our way to the vets, two vets in attendance on arrival started expoloration of her foot, they couldnt find the hole and i started to feel relieved, it would at worst be a hoof abcess. then vet who seen her arrived and he got the probe in and her foot started to gush blood again, she was so good and stood like an angel, no sedation or anything, everyone admiring how inquisitive and nosey and gorgeous she was. The next xray showed the real bad news: the nail had went much further than we all thought it had went right through her deep flexor tendon and past her navicular bone into the coffin joint, touching the pedal bone too. There were only two choices, a salvage operation the vet said had a 30% chance of her coming out of and only a 5% chance of being sound, he keep saying salvage not fix. She would need an operation to clean the joint and they would go in via the deep flexor tendon and damage to this would probably end up more extensive, she would then need to be in intensive care for weeks to be given intravenous antibiotics and then there would be a high risk of infection at all times, probably a year of box rest and even then probably not sound and 2/10 lame for the rest of her life, shes only 10 :( it would never be clean and risk of reinfection huge and she could get blood poisoning and go into septic shock. the second option was to put her to sleep, YO asked vet what he recommended and he said if it was his horse he would Put her to sleep.

I asked for some time on my own and held it together while they all left the room, then i hugged her and told her how sorry i was to let this hapen to her and sobbed my heart out to her. She was such a lovely horse and she never deserved it, she has never been an easy beastie but to me she was the worlds best ginger superstar.

The vet came back in after a while and YO too. I told him i didnt want her suffering and i had no option, she would have hated box rest and she loved working, being a field pet would have depressed her.

We left the vets and drove the longest drive ever home, I thought i was coping ok til i seen her stable and i just collapsed, she wasnt there whinning for me and wouldnt be again :( my life has changed forever and i just feel devastated, she was just becoming the awesome event horse and had never wanted for anything, i went without food before she ever would.I saved her from the end of her racing career and i feel like i have let her down. She was my best friend and helped me cope with everything and i just dont know what to do with myself, i got up this morning and it was like i forgot, i was ready to think time to put izzy out and then i just sobbed, its taken me ages to write this im just hoping it helps me. I wish i could take it all back and watch her gallop across the field this morning and buck and squeal, get mad at her for not standing still while i try to plait her up for event we were going to on saturday and feel how good she was soaring round a xc course. see her annoyed at me for wanting to put her rug on before i turn her out and how she hated coming in but would always canter up to the gate to meet me. she gave me so much and just cant imagine life without her :(:(:(:(
 
You poor poor thing. I am so sorry.

I left a horse at vet hosp last night and have half slept waiting for the phone. No news is good news for me.

I am sending all my hugs to you xxx
 
What an awful outcome for your mare and poor you :(.

I am so very, very sorry. It is so hard to lose a horse in any circumstances but for it to be so sudden must be worse than knowing the end is nigh.
 
Oh my god, Kerry, you poor poor thing :(

I can't quite believe it. Absolutely devastating.

Sending you massive virtual ((((((hugs))))))

RIP Izzie
 
I am absolutely devastated for you. She was a very lucky girl to have had such a loving mum. She went out having a wonderful time, not a year down the line after endless box rest to correct something that wouldnt come right.

Massive hugs to you, sweetie xxxx
 
oh honey thats so sad :(:(:( but don't feel that you let her down...it was justa freak accident that could happen to anyone...think about it- you said yourself she was jumping well, she was enjoying herself! FWIW i think you made the best decision- hardest one for you but the best one for your horse (((hugs)))
 
How horrendous, you poor, poor thing, you must be utterly devestated. I really, really feel for you; reading your story made me cry. You did make the right decision for her, she was lucky to have such a loving and caring owner. You couldn't have done more. Thinking of you
 
So sorry to hear this dreadful news. You definitely made the right decision for your horse.

Massive hugs to you.
 
Reading this has brought tears to my eyes. Im so sorry for your loss. It was obviously a heartbreaking decision but the right one for your mare. You obviously adored her and gave her a wonderful life and you did the bravest thing letting her go before she suffered.
Run free Izzy xx
 
OMG that is so so awful. Reading this has just made me cry. I cannot for one minute imagine how you must be feeling. I don't suppose there is anything anyone can say but I do think you did the right thing for your little horse. Will be thinking of you for the next few days......:(
 
Reading this has brought tears to my eyes. Im so sorry for your loss. It was obviously a heartbreaking decision but the right one for your mare. You obviously adored her and gave her a wonderful life and you did the bravest thing letting her go before she suffered.
Run free Izzy xx

Ditto this. Can't think of any thing else to say
 
Oh no, don't even know what to say. What an absolutely dreadful thing to happen - at least you made the brave decision not to allow her any suffering. Massive hugs, can't begin to understand how awful something like that must be. Be strong, everyone on here will be thinking of you xx
 
That is so awful for you. Has made me feel very teary reading your story about Izzy. How tragic. Big big hug to you. So so sad when we lose them but in such circumstances is awful.

Take care and look after yourself.

xxxx
 
Oh how awful :( am sat here in floods of tears for you.

For what its worth, you definitely did the right thing and I'm sure if she could she'd be thanking you right now for ending the pain quickly.

Thinking of you both today. xx
 
I gosh I'm so so very sorry to read this, I'm in tears reading it and I don't even know you or your poor mare you've lost, don't know what else to say, I do however think you made the right choice.
many (((hugs)))

RIP
 
You poor thing the biggest hugs ever are winging there way to you. You have done right by your horse and she must have had the best fun ever with you. I have great respect for anyone who reschools racehorses and gives them a new career and you gave her a fabulous life. she is galloping around up there now looking down on you and you have your very own very special guardian angel now. you will get through this and she will forever look out for you now the way you did for her.
 
I can't imagine how you feel, so sorry, what a terrible shock, but you have done the right thing and your girlie will love you forever for that. Huge hugs for you..........
 
Oh K, I am truly sorry to read this this morning. :( RIP Izzy.

As the others have said, she would thank you for not putting her through a lot of pain and depressing box rest that she would have hated just to be stuck in a field. What a horrible accident and just when everything was clicking into place.

An absolutely inadequate
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but you know where the Scottish lot all are if you need to vent/chat. xxx
 
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