Charmin
Well-Known Member
A few years ago I had a horrendous dirty stopped who would canter very confidently up to jumps, then drop her shoulder, buck, twist and dart off. It ended in a lot of painful falls as sometimes she was foot perfect but then she'd just have me off. She ruined my confidence and she was eventually sold to a dressage/showing/hunting home.
I now have my homebred, a 14.3hh who is one of the most honest little horses I've ever sat on. She can get the most awful strides to things and always 'goes' and snaps her legs out the way - she honestly, truly wants to do everything. Click through these tog pictures here to see how honest she is! http://www.thefotografer.co.uk/Gall...p?p=LAUR7417.jpg&album=Show+Jumping+2.11-4.18
It's all been going swimmingly, been XC schooling and she jumped everything she was pointed at, been to a few SJing competitions and gone clear or had a pole down, she's been great. So trundled off to arena eventing, which was SJing in the arena, down a little chute into a grass arena, few working hunter jumps there, then back up the chute.
She had some truly horrendous strides SJing but was fab, really jumped well. Left everything up too! However down the chute I went a bit tense expecting her to be thrown by the change to XC. She jumped the first fence a bit hesitantly, then refused the second (a hedge thing) but I can feel when she's going to refuse and I just... I sit there like a lemon. I go defensive, even though I know if I sorted myself out she'd go for it. But I can't, I just freeze and she grinds to a halt very confused. She popped it lovely the second time, even though I had no leg on from about 3 strides out.
I'm so annoyed with myself, she had another refusal but then proceded to trample through the jump because she honestly WANTS to go so much, she knows she should be getting to the other side and she's just not understanding why I'm not. Then she popped the last two, cantered over the finish. I went and jumped a couple in the warm up ring to make sure and she was absolutely fine so I don't think there's any lasting damage.
I am so annoyed with myself, this is a horse who is so good and she should be out BE80/90 winning at that level because her dressage is good, her SJing is normally clear and she storms around XC. We won a unaff BE80 last season and she was just a dream.
I don't know whether it's because I've been away at uni and lost my nerve a bit, but I come home every 3 weeks for 5 days and ride then. I'm so conflicted, it was all going so well and I feel like I'm letting her down in the last few strides! Please tell me I can get over this?!
I now have my homebred, a 14.3hh who is one of the most honest little horses I've ever sat on. She can get the most awful strides to things and always 'goes' and snaps her legs out the way - she honestly, truly wants to do everything. Click through these tog pictures here to see how honest she is! http://www.thefotografer.co.uk/Gall...p?p=LAUR7417.jpg&album=Show+Jumping+2.11-4.18
It's all been going swimmingly, been XC schooling and she jumped everything she was pointed at, been to a few SJing competitions and gone clear or had a pole down, she's been great. So trundled off to arena eventing, which was SJing in the arena, down a little chute into a grass arena, few working hunter jumps there, then back up the chute.
She had some truly horrendous strides SJing but was fab, really jumped well. Left everything up too! However down the chute I went a bit tense expecting her to be thrown by the change to XC. She jumped the first fence a bit hesitantly, then refused the second (a hedge thing) but I can feel when she's going to refuse and I just... I sit there like a lemon. I go defensive, even though I know if I sorted myself out she'd go for it. But I can't, I just freeze and she grinds to a halt very confused. She popped it lovely the second time, even though I had no leg on from about 3 strides out.
I'm so annoyed with myself, she had another refusal but then proceded to trample through the jump because she honestly WANTS to go so much, she knows she should be getting to the other side and she's just not understanding why I'm not. Then she popped the last two, cantered over the finish. I went and jumped a couple in the warm up ring to make sure and she was absolutely fine so I don't think there's any lasting damage.
I am so annoyed with myself, this is a horse who is so good and she should be out BE80/90 winning at that level because her dressage is good, her SJing is normally clear and she storms around XC. We won a unaff BE80 last season and she was just a dream.
I don't know whether it's because I've been away at uni and lost my nerve a bit, but I come home every 3 weeks for 5 days and ride then. I'm so conflicted, it was all going so well and I feel like I'm letting her down in the last few strides! Please tell me I can get over this?!