God, really struggling today.

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Everyone keeps saying to me 'hope the next year is better than this year' and I suppose it is making me look back at what has happened this year, and making me really quite emotional!:(:(
I have been feeling so much better these last couple of months, ever since we got Donovan, I guess you cant look forward to the new year without looking back on the old one.



But anyway, may I be the first on here to wish everyone a very Happy New Year! xx:D:D
 
You have every reason to feel a bit sad love you've had such a horrid year. Its ok to feel sad over that.

But think about how much fun and happiness you've got to come in the next year.

Take care of you. Huge hug. xxxx
 
I hate today and tonight. It makes me look back on all the bad stuff that went on this year. It is the same for me every year and I never seem to be able to remember the good stuff for a day or two even though I am not usually a pessimist.
I too lost a horse again this year and that makes it harder, Benson 21 - you will pick up again - it is just ups and downs.

Wishing everyone a happy next year and sympathy for all who will be grieving for any reason tonight x
 
I too hate new year, I always have done. This year has been awful (too long a story) and next year will start with my horse being put down. I have no work at the minute so cannot afford another.

I decided today I will have to have a better strategy for next new year and find a positive way to spend it or avoid it altogether!! I really enjoy Christmas and new year is always such a let down.
 
Its only us daft humans that keep a count of the day the month the year and i think sometimes we do a little too much counting.

You are here, with a very different outlook on life - you have had a very tough year and a lot of heart break - but you are here and have tomorrows to look forward too - you will never get what you had in your past - you cant recreate it - but you can recreate something that will make you as happy or happier - even though its in a different way.

Life changes, the secret is to change with it, dont regret what you had done or lost, its part of you.

Godbless and good luck and stop counting x
 
donovan sounds like a real sweetie Benson21... I hope 2011 is a good one for you (and everyone else too), you deserve some nice things after this last year.

just one thing before I go... my riding instructor always tells me to look where I want to go... so not at the floor unless I want to fall off, but forwards to the next fence. I think that much as it might be somewhat cathartic (sp?) you should try not looking backwards, but to keep looking forwards and enjoying things as they are now. I'm not saying not to remember all the little things that made him your horse of a lifetime, but try to not dwell on it. ((((hugs))))

*trundles off to find a kleenex... it's the paint fumes honestly! :D*
 
I keep telling myself its just another day, and just because its another year does not mean I will forget. I dont even know what it is that upsetting me so much. All I know is I cant seem to stop the tears today.
 
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