BFG
Well-Known Member
I am not a soft person and really quite sorted with regards to my life etc.
I haven’t been schooling my lad as much over the past say 3 months and i have had to move yards which was stressful to say the least. So i had a lesson 2 weeks ago (my first for 3 months) and it wasn’t brilliant but once i stopped riding like a muppet we started to get somewhere.
I have been schooling since my last lesson but i just felt like i was never really getting anywhere and i just felt like i couldn’t ride, so i had another lesson today and i could feel myself getting more and more angry with him, he wasn’t listening and I couldn’t really get him to pay attention. I ended up un tears out of shear frustration i think, my instructor (a personal friend) said it was only a matter of time that i broke down because of the move etc and that i needed to let it out (not really my thing). She offered to get on him while i calmed down and while she was riding him she did say he was taking the mick and not listening and that it wasn’t all my fault.
She worked him for about 10 mins and he started to work well so i got back on him and he was so much better.
The problem is i have worked really hard with him in the past and he was amazing, the feeling i get from riding him is better that anything so when he is not working it feel horrible. It is my fault for giving him some down time (hacking and playing) so it is no wonder he can’t work at the level he was.
Sorry for rabbiting on, i am just feeling sorry for myself which really isn’t like me.
So is it just me or do some of you feel the same way sometimes.
Thanks for reading
I haven’t been schooling my lad as much over the past say 3 months and i have had to move yards which was stressful to say the least. So i had a lesson 2 weeks ago (my first for 3 months) and it wasn’t brilliant but once i stopped riding like a muppet we started to get somewhere.
I have been schooling since my last lesson but i just felt like i was never really getting anywhere and i just felt like i couldn’t ride, so i had another lesson today and i could feel myself getting more and more angry with him, he wasn’t listening and I couldn’t really get him to pay attention. I ended up un tears out of shear frustration i think, my instructor (a personal friend) said it was only a matter of time that i broke down because of the move etc and that i needed to let it out (not really my thing). She offered to get on him while i calmed down and while she was riding him she did say he was taking the mick and not listening and that it wasn’t all my fault.
She worked him for about 10 mins and he started to work well so i got back on him and he was so much better.
The problem is i have worked really hard with him in the past and he was amazing, the feeling i get from riding him is better that anything so when he is not working it feel horrible. It is my fault for giving him some down time (hacking and playing) so it is no wonder he can’t work at the level he was.
Sorry for rabbiting on, i am just feeling sorry for myself which really isn’t like me.
So is it just me or do some of you feel the same way sometimes.
Thanks for reading