Having a bad night!!!!!

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popeyesno1fan

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For those of you that dont know, I've had a *****y few months. my childrens' uncle died suddenly at 35, I lost my partner to suicide in feb, close friend passed away from cancer, just two weeks after being diagnosed, daughters pony dropping dead...... Cant wait for 2013, it has to be better.
Sorry for even posting, just missing everyone tonight, could really do with some really good news. xx
 
Huge hugs what a horrible time you have had. You will get a lot of support on this forum so keep posting in those dark moments im sure there are people who have been through similar who can support you here. Just wanted to acknowledge your pain xxxx
 
Thanks guys, my life has taken a downward spiral lately, hopefully my life will get better, I feel really bad for being so sad, but i just miss adrian so much, i was so used to him keeping me going, it's just so strange to be all on my own again. I drove the 50 miles to his grave today, and had a good cry, and chat to him, so am feeling alot better. felt so sad though, dont know how i'll get on with everything without him. Miss him so much. feel like a real tit for even posting, but you guys tend to sort me out. thanks. xxx
 
Gosh you are having an awful time! Don't feel like a tit, and if you do what better place to do so than here :-)

I am glad you found the trip therapeutic, there must be a lot of things for you to talk to him about right now.
 
((((((((((hugs))))))))))) To you. As others have said don't feel a tit. You've had alot of sadness in your life and it was all unexpected to. Must have all come as such a shock. You must deal with it all in your own way. If you need to cry let it all out. It must be hard as you feel you need to stay strong for the children but you can always come on here if you need to. Also remember i'm around if you ever need to chat or just need someone to listen. PM me or facebook me anytime you wish and i'll do my best to help you. Take care of yourself xx
 
Hell, what an awful hand you've been dealt <hug>. One, you're not a tit, you need to allow yourself time to grieve and heal and most importantly, allow others to support you in any way they can - even if it's just a cyber hug or a sympathetic ear or shoulder.

Feel free to make use of my ears and shoulders any time. xx
 
thank you guys, i knew ye'd sort me out. it's what i love about this forum, i put up with the the obnoctious posts/replies as i know that when i need real help, it's there. I havnt been on yesterday or today, as i had to figure out how to top up my dongle thingy, but i figured it out. I welled up when I read your replies,it's great to know that ye are here for me. I hope I can be there for any of you that need help, however small it may be. thanks again. xx
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RIp Gussie, my friend - (with my daughters godmother)

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Goodnight sweetheart, me and adrian, xxx
 
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