So, so sorry to read this Things do get easier and over time it will feel less raw than it does now. Ebony sounds like she's looking out for you - what a fantastic horse you have xxx
Oh hun im so so sorry for your loss. puts alot into perspective really. but ebony showed the bond, the love you two have. they are the most amazing animals. Give ebony a hugvfrom me fir caring for her mum . and a hug to you xxx