I think I am so hyper aware of what I do wrong and very critical that it probably makes me forget if I am good at anything. I still seem to balls things up a lot and dream of getting some consistency. I think too much about it all and should just get on with it!
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I also suffer from a lot of back pain while riding, so have to concentrate on my keeping my balance in tune with the horse which hurts my back more. No win situation.
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Tell me about it!
Some people are natural riders some arent, im def not. Ok, I can get on a made horse and pounce around but thats easy and i dont think that makes you a good rider. Im sure i feel even worse when i start going to my trainer!
I have tried lots of things with no luck. BUT, since i have been seeing my chirpractor, my back is 100% better in day to day life and has improved when im riding but am guessing its going to take a while.
Never expected it to make such a difference but it really has to my qaulity of life and im so pleased i have been (he's also damm hot
Good enough to stay on in most circumstances and get a horse going nicely when all else fails but question myself when it comes to having a perfect and/or presentable riding position. I am okay as long as no one is watching.
Dawn
I clicked doubt all the time. I worry about everything all the time including my riding, even though I know I have a pretty good seat cos I can sit a good whip round.
I just need LOTS more lessons - lol
Feel confident and suffer self-doubt in equal measure is what I went for.
I find it very easy to remember the one thing that went wrong about a round rather than think about everything that went right. I also probably expect too much.
I think my riding is rrrubbish.................because it is! Hence the fact I'm fobbing Missy off onto Weezy for a couple of months to make sure she gets a brillliant start to her jumping because I won't do a very good job. Storm does amazingly well to put up with me and I'm so grateful to her for that.
Am desperatly trying to get into a small jumping yard for work placement so I can hopefully get some lessons on Missy (and because I love jumping of course