I need a kick up the proverbial...

[pistolpete]

Been on holiday for a week-lucky me! Horse accepted to go to Rockley Farm-lucky me! Horse not lame at the moment and eating minerals really well-lucky me! So why do I feel so miserable?
I really am so desperate to get him as well as is possible.
If he doesn't get better really don't think I could get another horse.
So emotionally drained. Feel wrung out. Two years of fantastic lively cross-countrying followed by nearly two years now of vets and uncertainty.
Wish us luck folks or just give me that kick up the ...

 

[Leg_end]

I know exactly how you feel and this time last year was also waiting excitedly for my boy to go off to RF. it's well worth the wait Hopefully see you at RRR next year??

 

[pistolpete]

Thanks for that Leg_end, I am so glad somebody understands. Feel so ungrateful. But so fed up! Your horse is doing well still then? Definitely will go to RRR if we are successful.

 

[Leg_end]

Yep, he's doing brilliantly and been out winning frillies again My crippled donkey gets an 8 for his paces

I totally understand how you're felling though,it's a real rollercoaster of emotions. If you can get to RRR do, it is so brilliant and gave me a real boost even though we weren't having any serious issues or problems.