Benjamin
Well-Known Member
Hi there,
Sad, and maybe a bit of a pointless post, but I am sad to say, Benj is being PTS on Friday.
I am incredibly sad about it. I am trying to be strong and matter of fact, and then I try and let it all out and cry like a baby. I want a hug, but want to be left alone.
Friends are sad about it, my sister had a little weep on the phone about it, so now I feel incredibly guilty.
I know what has to be done, but it doesn't make it any easier.
People keep making very helpful suggestions, and its not helping.
I am in a bit of a state at the moment. I thought that having time would be better, easier, than having to do it suddenly.
Pointless, I know. I apologise. I just needed to get it off my chest.
Paula x
Sad, and maybe a bit of a pointless post, but I am sad to say, Benj is being PTS on Friday.
I am incredibly sad about it. I am trying to be strong and matter of fact, and then I try and let it all out and cry like a baby. I want a hug, but want to be left alone.
Friends are sad about it, my sister had a little weep on the phone about it, so now I feel incredibly guilty.
I know what has to be done, but it doesn't make it any easier.
People keep making very helpful suggestions, and its not helping.
I am in a bit of a state at the moment. I thought that having time would be better, easier, than having to do it suddenly.
Pointless, I know. I apologise. I just needed to get it off my chest.
Paula x
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