RHGR
Well-Known Member
Hello, me again! So my welshie is booked in to be scoped on Tuesday morning so the plan is to drop him off at the clinic tomorrow afternoon to be starved overnight. I chose to drop him off as our stables don't feel particularly solid and he's a stressy guy. When I got him end of last year I couldn't even get him in a stable, it took about 4 months to get him even slightly relaxed in a stable. I feared if I starved him at home (no bedding either as he'd try to eat it) he would no longer want to go back in his stable as he'd associate it with something negative. Also anyone moving horses in and out of the stable block in the morning would send him batty (even now if he's in the stable with hay and munching happily, as soon as horses come in and out of the building he gets incredibly unsettled and starts running around and screaming for 10 minutes). I made the decision to take him to the clinic to scope and starve and got him booked in, but last night when I was lying in bed I started to overthink everything and got myself properly worked up to the point of tears. I'm terrified something is going to go wrong, I'm scared he's going to stress himself to the point of colic, or try jump over the satbel door or something. Part of the reason I wanted to take him there was because they could possibly mildly sedate if he's stressing but I don't know if that's a good idea or likely to cause colic due to slowing his gut down? It's just a nightmare, I don't know what to do and I'm scared whatever I do will turn out badly. I had every ounce of bad luck with my last mare (cobs don't break their pelvis, but she did. Gastroguard cures ulcers, unless they're allergic like she was) and I'm paralysed with the fear that everything that can go wrong will go wrong. I don't want him to end up hurt when I'm trying to help him get better. Not up for treating without scoping as he doesn't have any of the standard obvious signs and it will be very hard to tell if it's working. If I scope I know if it's ulcers or not and if it's not can look elsewhere.