Ruthyasquith
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Long winded but any help would be greatly appreciated!
I feel awful and like I'm a failure for even considering this but things are really getting me down. I have a 6yo ex racing mare who I've posted about before. She had a bad start in life, she did not enjoy racing she would refuse to go up the gallops and when she came to me she was terrified of people. She had an awful injury to the inside of her right hind just about the hock which she did in the field - came in with a massive hole there. She was never lame but is definitely weaker on this rein. She has an extremely odd gait in walk almost like she's wearing wet knickers! And when I first got her she bunny hopped in canter - not bucking, I mean hopping with both back legs in canter. I've had the vet to check her he says her pelvis is slightly misaligned but nothing that should affect her normal work.
In the 5 months I've had her she's reared, bucked, kicked cars, tried to lie down with me on board, refused to go forwards, run backwards, dragged gates off its hinges, pulled the side of a building off (I don't tie her up anymore) I've had more rope burn than hot dinners anyway I've preserved and been extremely patient. The last 4 weeks she's made incredible progress she used to refuse to canter and now I can canter her on both reins. She stopped the bunny hopping, her whole attitude just seemed to change and things were really looking up. Anyway this weekend I took her out on a hack, in my own stupidity it was the same hack she's been on 3 times this week and on the way home she was being giddy - bucking, wanting to go forwards. This doesn't bother me but there was lots of cars and she ended up clipping one so now I've been told I'm not to hack her. Tonight I took her out to lunge her in the field which I haven't done in months and she was bunny hopping again and stopping in canter and rearing refusing to go forward. I don't know whether I'm becoming disheartened about nothing as she hasn't been lunged in the field in months which would explain her being tense and the ground was wet so she could just be feeling unbalanced.
I'm not sure whether I'm just veing slightly ovr dramatic but I had to have a horse put down in June because he had kissing spines, he was an ex racehorse who I had only had for a year and I went through a lot of 'mishaps' before he was diagnosed, he was a lovely character and I was devastated. After all the troubles with him and now this horse I'm beginning to wonder why I do it, I regret buying this mare but at the same time I know that anyone else would have probably shot her by now!
Anyway any advice on anything or anyone who has had similar experiences or just anyones opinion would be welcome? Is it worth carrying on??
Thankyou for reading
I feel awful and like I'm a failure for even considering this but things are really getting me down. I have a 6yo ex racing mare who I've posted about before. She had a bad start in life, she did not enjoy racing she would refuse to go up the gallops and when she came to me she was terrified of people. She had an awful injury to the inside of her right hind just about the hock which she did in the field - came in with a massive hole there. She was never lame but is definitely weaker on this rein. She has an extremely odd gait in walk almost like she's wearing wet knickers! And when I first got her she bunny hopped in canter - not bucking, I mean hopping with both back legs in canter. I've had the vet to check her he says her pelvis is slightly misaligned but nothing that should affect her normal work.
In the 5 months I've had her she's reared, bucked, kicked cars, tried to lie down with me on board, refused to go forwards, run backwards, dragged gates off its hinges, pulled the side of a building off (I don't tie her up anymore) I've had more rope burn than hot dinners anyway I've preserved and been extremely patient. The last 4 weeks she's made incredible progress she used to refuse to canter and now I can canter her on both reins. She stopped the bunny hopping, her whole attitude just seemed to change and things were really looking up. Anyway this weekend I took her out on a hack, in my own stupidity it was the same hack she's been on 3 times this week and on the way home she was being giddy - bucking, wanting to go forwards. This doesn't bother me but there was lots of cars and she ended up clipping one so now I've been told I'm not to hack her. Tonight I took her out to lunge her in the field which I haven't done in months and she was bunny hopping again and stopping in canter and rearing refusing to go forward. I don't know whether I'm becoming disheartened about nothing as she hasn't been lunged in the field in months which would explain her being tense and the ground was wet so she could just be feeling unbalanced.
I'm not sure whether I'm just veing slightly ovr dramatic but I had to have a horse put down in June because he had kissing spines, he was an ex racehorse who I had only had for a year and I went through a lot of 'mishaps' before he was diagnosed, he was a lovely character and I was devastated. After all the troubles with him and now this horse I'm beginning to wonder why I do it, I regret buying this mare but at the same time I know that anyone else would have probably shot her by now!
Anyway any advice on anything or anyone who has had similar experiences or just anyones opinion would be welcome? Is it worth carrying on??
Thankyou for reading