Spb97
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Im wondering if anyone has had similar experiences with their horses. I am considering PTS my horse of a lifetime. He has been on/off lame for over a year now but is now sound enough to plod around the field. He has KS and Bone spavin in both hocks. Horse has become terrified of vets to the point its dangerous so I am not continuing treatment. I moved yards late January so he could be out as much as possible in a big field instead of a tiny paddock and be in weeks on end. Long story short he has become a monster. He was really settled the first few weeks and happy. Then he started getting separation anxiety. This is a horse who normally can stand in on his own no problems. He began rearing, whinnying and pacing. So I gave him the benefit of the doubt and made sure he was always with a buddy but the behaviour continued until the whole yard had to bring in their horses to settle him to the point he ripped down a hay bar and cut open his back legs. We also have a wash block where we hose down muddy legs again fine for the first month then started rearing and being bolshy and having no regard for me like I wasnt even there even with a bit in. He then started throwing a front leg forward and almost acting like a stallion. I often would come up to him standing in the middle of the field whinnying even with company. Now they are all out overnight and we have a large hill they sometimes go up. I went to get him in to feed and he started whinnying once over the hill reared and kicked me in the back. Since then he refuses to come in unless I bring a friend and even then he has a one hour window before he kicks off. He also used to be well mannered but the other day I went to push a friends horse away from me and he grabbed me by the arm and wouldnt let go leaving a very swollen arm and bite mark which drew blood. He was aiming for the other horse but he then turned to kick me in the head narrowly missing. He has also charged at other horses when Ive been bringing them in. Now we dont have a lot of grass so this could be food agression I guess but after the crap winter they cant go over to the summer field until the end of June. I have been feeding him every day and giving him 20 minutes of grass by feeding him just outside the gate away from the others but close enough so he can see them. He is rapidly loosing weight I can easily feel his ribs through his thin fly sheet and Ive upped it to two feeds. Trouble is he wont come in and have some hay and after how aggressive he was towards me I wouldnt want the owner putting hay in the field. He also needs his feet trimming and his jabs but I dont know if hell stand for either and if hell go mental when I bring him in as he becomes mindless and crazy when he kicks off. I was also told the other day most of the horses were in but one which he was still out with and he galloped up and down the fence line whinnying until someone put another horse out. Ive also been around to see him doing this too when other horses have gone away to a show even though he has a buddy if too many leave he gets upset. I almost think if one died or left hed never stop whinnying for it. Hes also become the field bully which I have never seen before from him. Hes also started dribbling a lot and I witnessed him having a wobbly moment a few weeks ago but nothing since and seems bright and alert. Spoken to my vet who has given me the option but I just cant seem to let go. I wondered if anyone else has had experiences where there horse has turned into a complete monster overnight. Hes only 13 and retired. I want to help his weight loss but hes becoming too dangerous to bring in and feed at this rate. I feel selfish as a huge reason I dont want to let him go is because horses are the only thing that keeps me sane and gets me out in the fresh air and Ive had him since he was 4. Im not sure if I could afford getting a new one after letting him go but he wont let me do whats best for him and bring him in (hed need all 5 of his buddys in to settle).
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