E13
Well-Known Member
Like everyone I worry about things happening to my 'pack' (no horses yet) - aging, illness and accidents. I now work in a vets and for the first time I have seen dead bodies (I have had animals pass on before) and the stark reality of the aftermath. The worst thing I have seen was not a PTS but an RTA - traumatic, pretty much a nightmare come to life. A bit of a silly me post really - now I have seen these things it makes worrying and imagining worst-case scenarios much more visible. And visualising us in that position - the trauma and the aftermath - is terrible; believe me, with a strange animal it's difficult enough. I was just thinking about this after reading a couple of threads about PTS tonight. Does anyone else have that minor panic that something is going to happen soon, or just dread that time coming? (Not in a takes-over-my-life kind of way, just obviously at work I have plenty of opportunity to be reminded of it!) I honestly don't know how I will survive it when - if!!!! - the time comes.