Belmont
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Feeling very alone, let down by vets and would really appreciate advice from anyone bothered to read!
Back story: 19yo mare, a good doer and always on a low sugar and starch diet and muzzled in the spring/summer months. Lame end of November and sent videos to the vet. No typical signs, just a little swelling above both fetlocks. Vet advised to leave out for a few days until they could come out to do a full lameness work up. Quickly diagnosed with laminitis and x-rays to show mild rotation in fronts, with very thin soles (always been barefoot). Vet took blood to test for cushings, but as she didn't have a cresty neck, didn't bother testing for EMS
. ACTH came back at 64, so started on a low dose of prascend (half tablet every other day). Farrier didn't think squish pads were essential, so decided to shoe her. Mare taken off the grass and on soaked hay and made a quick improvement. Had a flare up in Jan when we had snow and pipes froze, so no soaked hay. Improved again when back on soaked hay. Had another flare up in Feb, and deteriorated rapidly, so vet out, although this time a different vet. More xrays showed further rotation, and this vet decided to test for EMS. Insulin was off the scale (over 300). Mare straight on to Invokana and fitted with squish pads, and improved. Steady improvement over 4 weeks, gradually reducing pain relief and another blood test showed she was now negative for cushings and insulin down to 150. All going in the right direction so continue on. Another 3 weeks later and farrier popped over to assess, and she trotted up sound (on 1 bute a day). Then reduced to half a day and trotted sound for the vet a few days later. Plan to continue for another 2 weeks until farrier back out to either remove or replace squish pads. However yesterday morning, she's crippled again.
I have very nearly run out of funds completely. I've spent a fortune on the vet and farrier over 5 months. I am 3 weeks away from my wedding, and have had to downscale that and cancel our honeymoon to fund her recovery (much to my fiancé's disappointment!) but that's still been a huge expense and all really rubbish timing. I was so confident we were getting somewhere, I was devastated to see her lame again when nothing has changed.
On one hand, I can't afford another 6 months of xrays, blood tests, squish pads etc. I have given her a good 10 years and worry about her quality of life with the EMS. I am fortunate to have a large grass-free corral, but don't want to keep her in there forever. I rent a small yard and the rent is increasing, but a rare space has come available on the small livery yard round the corner, which I could move my other horse to, and save money. The liveries help each other out so having a lie in or an evening off would be novelty!
On the other hand, she's coping amazingly well in herself. She is generally bright eyed and very resilient. I'd love to hack with my friend again. I also would love to get her competing again in dressage if she came sound.
I am really conflicted. I know laminitis is a long road, and I feel let down by the vets as she wasn't diagnosed with EMS until 3 months after lami diagnosis and worry that means a really poor prognosis long term. I can live with not riding her again, but I worry she'll never be able to graze again and that makes me sad.
I don't want to make any decisions until at least after my wedding as I know my brain is all over the place, but would love some advice on timescales. How long do you fight before calling it a day?
Back story: 19yo mare, a good doer and always on a low sugar and starch diet and muzzled in the spring/summer months. Lame end of November and sent videos to the vet. No typical signs, just a little swelling above both fetlocks. Vet advised to leave out for a few days until they could come out to do a full lameness work up. Quickly diagnosed with laminitis and x-rays to show mild rotation in fronts, with very thin soles (always been barefoot). Vet took blood to test for cushings, but as she didn't have a cresty neck, didn't bother testing for EMS
I have very nearly run out of funds completely. I've spent a fortune on the vet and farrier over 5 months. I am 3 weeks away from my wedding, and have had to downscale that and cancel our honeymoon to fund her recovery (much to my fiancé's disappointment!) but that's still been a huge expense and all really rubbish timing. I was so confident we were getting somewhere, I was devastated to see her lame again when nothing has changed.
On one hand, I can't afford another 6 months of xrays, blood tests, squish pads etc. I have given her a good 10 years and worry about her quality of life with the EMS. I am fortunate to have a large grass-free corral, but don't want to keep her in there forever. I rent a small yard and the rent is increasing, but a rare space has come available on the small livery yard round the corner, which I could move my other horse to, and save money. The liveries help each other out so having a lie in or an evening off would be novelty!
On the other hand, she's coping amazingly well in herself. She is generally bright eyed and very resilient. I'd love to hack with my friend again. I also would love to get her competing again in dressage if she came sound.
I am really conflicted. I know laminitis is a long road, and I feel let down by the vets as she wasn't diagnosed with EMS until 3 months after lami diagnosis and worry that means a really poor prognosis long term. I can live with not riding her again, but I worry she'll never be able to graze again and that makes me sad.
I don't want to make any decisions until at least after my wedding as I know my brain is all over the place, but would love some advice on timescales. How long do you fight before calling it a day?