dallastheo1
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Hey everyone I'm looking for any advice or any personal stories to see if anyone has been the same . I lost my girl this year who I owned for 13 years. I was with her 24/7 whenever possible we did so much together over the years I felt like she was my child I thought about her none stop still do she was the love of my life never expected to loose her ever to be honest. After I bought another a month later in my head thinking it would be like bringing her back - it wasn't as soon as I got him home I regretted it and then felt awful over that too. So a painful downward spiral. I missed her not another horse. He wasn't even my type I think I was trying to replace the need for something to love! I found him a perfect new home. Anyway since then I'm just still mourning the loss of my girl who was my world but I miss not having a horse.but if I look after somebody else's it feels so wrong and I don't want to. It's almost like a partner dying then being shoved on a date and it makes u feel sick! That's the only way I can describe it . What I want to know is am I ever going to feel any better?
I want another of the same sort and a mare again, but I still feel so numb towards another horse I can't even look again yet . ! My life is so empty without her . I just want to see if anyone has lost their best friend and felt the same and how did it turn out for you.
I read some very old threads of some feeling the same from Years ago.
Thanks for reading x
I want another of the same sort and a mare again, but I still feel so numb towards another horse I can't even look again yet . ! My life is so empty without her . I just want to see if anyone has lost their best friend and felt the same and how did it turn out for you.
I read some very old threads of some feeling the same from Years ago.
Thanks for reading x